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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

figure-skating anyone ? xD

spent my day at xinyi's house yesterday . played along with the toddlers ; brandon and royce ! (: they are this superrr cute and brandonloves me! xD we spent a lot of time on the comp and watched this movie that captured my attention totally . what a romantic and heart-warming movie .

and we ate lots, lots , lots and lots of chocolated and candies ! (: they are to die for and i couldn't stop indulging . and what was worst was that i finished up the entire packet of grapes marshmallow. =/ i'm feeling super guilty and i feel that i've gained weight!

and i love her mom . she's the best . i whined to xinyi that i missed ice-skating . coincidentially both her and her mom missed it too! we called ah yee and waited for her to come back . by 7.15 pm , me , germaine(her sis) , xinyi and her mom drove off to jurong east!


oh boy was ice-skating super funnn! its been 2 months since i last skate and i was kinda rusty . nevertheless weskate ard and were impressed by these 2 primary school girls who were practising figure skating . they were very graceful and magnificent . and what was funny was that we thought ahyee and germaine how to skate ! haha . they were so funny and germaine was afraid to take the risk .

nevertheless , they picked up fast . i had fun with xinyi skating ard and we met a hot guy that bumped onto me . he hyperventilated us! whatever it is , i enjoyed yesterday thoroughly and my entry is getting out of place . i better be going or i'll be late in meeting sheril . (:


ahyee , thanks a lot for everything . i love you ! (:



Saturday, December 24, 2005

i love my lim xinyi ! (:

went out with her yesterday . alright , i had a hard time asking her out as she was plain lazy . but i managed to and even had to acompany her to PJC to get her first three months form . we hit town and was super sleepy . unfortunately , xinyi got super hyper that i could barely control her! =/ we walked ard town and crap as always . (: and i swear i had a hard time searching for warren's christmas gift . my dear boy ; YELLOW PUMA TOP is so not gonna work okay . xD

call me indecisive if you want to ; because i am . i couldn't make up my mind what i wanted to buy and become super frantic . but i did get something in the end . (: i was rather contented , so was xinyi , though she didn't help much . hmmm , our legs gave way and we settled down at coffeebean . its ironic how much we can seriously open up each time we sat there , no matter how dead we are .

along the way , we met up with warren and faliq ! (: faliq is nice ; i'm serious . and i thought warren's corny jokes and reactions was bad enough . his was worst! but at least he made me smile and laugh ! oh boy could faliq seriously click with xinyi ! xD it was great to end our day hanging around with them at night ! and warren , you are off no better okay ? you were super cranky and corny too .

and i didn't know you know illysa too ! (: she's not smellymelly . she's MY mellymai ! (: haha . xD



give me that sense of assurance and security baby .
nothing more .



Thursday, December 22, 2005

i'm beginning to get sick and agitated .
at times i guess one needs to learn how to be sensitive .
at times one needs to have a certain restriction as one do have their limits .
at times having a certain barrier is a good thing after all .
mocking and trying your best to exonerate isn't helping at all .
i can play along with you ; but not until the game is over .
you respect me wholeheartedly ; i'll do the same to you .
or rather ; you contradict the fact that you would be nice .
in fact ; you need me around to make this entire mocking scenario a blissful one .




Wednesday, December 21, 2005

i dont' feel like blogging . however i've kinda neglected my blog a little . oh well ..

i went town with xinyi today . it was kinda last minute actually . she had a certain intention in mind . met up with jocelyn and jaclyn at at far east for heels . along the way , i met up with warren . they were mean enough as to leave me all alone and simply walk out . =/

well , i was feeling rather moody and grouchy and wasn't really myself . somehow i felt a little insecure . and yup , i made friends with the bubbly and loud rimmel . she left soon after we met . i did enjoy myself today with warren though half of the time i was grouchy and all . i'm sorry .

oh what the hell . i'm not myself and just don't have the mood to blog ! ciaos .



Tuesday, December 20, 2005

to those who tagged me ; i appreciate it a lot and glad that i have people like you to rely on . not to worry , i am fine right now . thanks ! (:

indeed , yesterday's trip to town with nazreen and sheril made my day ! (: lots of bitching and hyperventilation over hot guys are done , but hey ! that was what made me smiled , laughed and got nastier ! xD . met up with xinyi at taka after we're all done with shopping . ate at coffee bean with her and yup we open up alot again . (= ha its nice to know that xinyi always hope for the best and gave me this will to carry on and beleive in myself . (: nevertheless we find coffeebean's apple and raisin crumble ; to die for !

yet again , i couldn't sleep last night . and thank god wardah and hansley came to my rescue . we conferenced and laughed our asses off till hansley said i'm too mad and sick ! =/ sadly , our conversations didn't last that long . apparently , hansley is a nocturnal just like me ! (: he got bored and irritated by his cousin and bro and i was nice enough to come to his rescue . haha! called him and we chatted alot . oh boy could hansley diss and bitch about people ! LOL . and hansley is seriously disturbed too ! and the late night chat made me realised quite a couple of stuffs ; including his chinese name! -smirks-

i've been tagged by my twin ; illys !

!! Rules Of The Game !!

1) post 5 weird / random stuffs about yourself
2)at the end of the post , list 5 people that you want to do the quiz
3)next , leave a comment , 'you're tagged' in their blog and ask them to read your blog for the rules .

((Rule No.1))

[weird or random]

1) i actually sleep on just one side of the bed , despite sleeping on a queen size bed .
2)i can get real violent and make my little cousins cry .
3)i love graphic design bras
4)i can seriously indulge
50 i find guys playing a flute looks seriously gay and effeminate!

((Rule NO.2))

1)dez
2)jennifer
3)juzailah
4)allison
5)nurul

((Rule No.3))

TAGGED ! (:



Sunday, December 18, 2005

its been a few days since i had problems sleeping . yesterday wasn't an exception at all . somehow i really felt insecure and had lots on my mind . i was getting all restless and was so tempted to msg W but i knew he would be sleeping as he told me so . somehow W managed to pull me through but i knew i'm going to have another fall . i only managed to fall asleep at 5 .

coincidentially , xinyi called me at 1 plus and we had a nice chat . we had a long talk , both full of laughters and sorrows . ironically many stuffs are bugging me but i just couldn't figure out what it was . there was a certain barrier as to what it was and with a heavy heart i kept mum about it . she could sense that i wasn't myself and made me realise something . " at times the ones that tear you apart are the only ones that could put you back together "

no matter how controversial that may sound , but i guess it is true . i guess it is this complication that triggered my insecurities . or maybe it is a factor of me relinquishing that broken thread unwillingly . or maybe i had myself to blame . i gave more and expected more in return .

maybe it is because i had someone that unexpectedly managed to unravel that part of me . being able to see me through but not the facade that was shown all these while . yes the sentence contradicts , but one can never control the innerheart .

oh how melodramatic . i'm going out tmr . at the very least i hope i'll be myself once again and be all smiles .



Friday, December 16, 2005

i'm never at home this two days . shopping and movies with juzailah yesterday did make my day ! (:
and we realised we're the only ones that are NOT working ! heh . we catched pride and prejudice . oh boy was it a commical yet romantic classical show ! very literature and it was 2 hours long ! rather worth it .

we had a quick bite and couldnt stop giggling about a guy whose head was oh so small . super puny as if he wasn't from planet earth . and shopping was quite a breeze and joyous ! i enjoyed my time with my spoilt brat queen ! thanks girlfriend ! (: >3!

dean is finally back from hongkong . met up with him and jaryl today . went to spca to meet our dearest animals . they were oh so cute esp TIGGER AND JUDY ! i love their eyes . but we didn't stay that long . it was indeed very chaotic and full of laughters and dissing . hitting town was the best ! (: but dean is getting rather irritating and kept complaining singapore is hot ! spoilt brat ! go back to Hong Kong lah ! but i had so muchh fun today . i laughed so much that my stomach hurts . and hey , thanks for the keychain !

and did i mention talking to warren brings much joy and laughters ? (=



Wednesday, December 14, 2005

i'm still as sleepy as ever . woke up kinda early . natasha had her crescent hockey carnival today . well , it was kinda lively . i was supposed to hit town with xinyi today but due to certain circumstances we did not .

she ended up wanting to complete her hair treatment and get a hair cut . so i did accompany her and got my hair layered and went thinning again . it was rather affordable i must say . xinyi's hair look rather unique and super layered today . johnson cut it not exaxctly what she wanted but she was kinda satisfied . met up with jaryl for a while to pass some stuffs and we head to jp .
dine at swensens with an initial intention of having ice-craeam and fries . but we ended up having a meal and ice-cream . lol .. we felt extremely bloated that we sat longer and chatted about many stuffs . paid the bill and met her aunt to buy swensens cake for her mom . its her birthday anyway ..

oh well , ntg much to blog . recently life seems so mundane and empty . i shall satisfy myself to the fullest tmr through my shopping trip with juzailah ; >3 !

oh yah . dean will be back this midnight . i miss my bitching session with him . i better receive smtg nice cos i know u treasure us . ha



Tuesday, December 13, 2005










the previous weekends i was busy with my sister wedding . cousins and relatives all came over my house to help out on friday onwards . boy was my house noisy yet full of fun . needless to say , the preparations and everything was hectic yet and enjoyable one ! : ))

on sunday was the real day . i took a long time to dress up . so does everyone . but hey , who doesn't ? its a big day for all of us . i have to admit that it was a grand affair ; an event incredibly done up . the food was finger licking good and titillate our tastebuds . everything went on smoothly and i had fun with cousins and all . =))
not forgetting illysa , fairul , sheril , nazreen and jaryl came for the wedding . thank you people ! oh yah .. someone claimed that fahmy is hot and to die for ! ha .. i have to agree cousins are hotties . smirks .. we all had fun laughing , sharing lots of stuffs and dissing others . what was funny was that they all tried to figure out who is who and go : OMG ! so hot .. LOL

anyways , the entering of the bride and groom was indeed spectacular . i have to admit my sister look gorgeous . above all , the event was an unforgettable one ! oh yah .. at night i sat at the staircase with natasha as it was getting rather noisy . we open up alot , shared many things and made me realise a lot . thanks girl ! : )) it was indeed an unexpected conversation knowing how dead we were by then and how we dont usually talk much about the innerheart .

okay , now let pictures do the talking . since a pictures paints a thousand words . how cliche ..



Friday, December 09, 2005

movie marathon. that was what me , dean and jaryl did today . we went to watch 2 movies . alright not literally a marathon but our shows are simply one after another , with hardly any time for us to spare . =x as always dean initiated it as he didn't want to miss out any movies since he will be flying off to hongkong at 3 am! : ))

chicken little . i dare proclaim that this show was a little bit unexpected with lots of controversies . frankly i believe this show portrays quite a bit of favouritism and mistrust towards chicken little himself . i don't think its appropriate for kids initially . if u have a heart to spare , i believe u would have pitied chicken little himself . all he wants is simply to gain trust from his dad and not have a communication breakdown .ironically , the climax of the show was simply hilarious and entertaining ! we had fun laughing and at times dissing the characters . but the show is simply a nice one ! u would enjoy laughing your ass of if u were easily tickled , just like me , dean and jaryl . in short , go and catch it urslef . its worth the money .

straight after this show we rushed to the toilet and went to catch harry potter .
i shan't elaborate lah since majority have already watch it . bleah . but i hate the director for cutting of most parts . and i swear cedric is fucking hot ! -melts - right dean ? : )) hermoine is incredibly gorgeous and stunning ! and jaryl is irritated by us claiming that cedric is hot and dissing other characters that he said this : maybe next time the director should have turn off characters . maybe that will shut u and dean up . u guys are loving the characters more lah . aiyoh ..
LOL !

and i so want to hit town ! my sis wedding is a barrier for me hitting town and going out lah ! i've rejected xinyi's invitation twice and i'm super guilty . bleah . its okay . next wk onwards mom wouldn't care less where i go and whether i'll be home . so people i can be all yours ? : )) how cheesy .
time check : 1.20 am .
i'm all fresh and still awake . i just can't sleep lah . maybe its really i have insomnia or maybe something is seriously bugging me . oh wth !



Tuesday, December 06, 2005

6th dec 2005 .

how time flies . this weekend my sis is getting married and i'm so busy that i barely have time to spend time with this precious laptop of mine . =x there will be high chances of me being on hiatus up till this sunday . so people please do not miss me . heh (:

talking about being missed , i am beginning to miss my coralites. ha . esp my twin ; mellymai! (: she makes my day lah and she simply rocks . and i made a realisation only yesterday . i realised the coralites love being online till wee hours in the morning . i am loving them for that as lately i am having insomnia and i will only able to sleep after 3 or 4 am . hurhur . or maybe like mom says i am just enjoying the luxury of being able to sleep late and wake up late . but whatever it is , i love their company on msn . at the very least i don't have
to feel lonely and resort to calling certain people up late at night . -smirks-

alright this entry is super randomnized and crap .



Monday, December 05, 2005




the christmas performance at paragon is officially over . i am beginning to miss the entire programme and the fun we all had . unfortunately , luck decided not to on my side . i keep tripping and falling down . like xinyi always says ; so unglam! ha . but i had fun snapping pix and as always go retarded and dysfunctional when everything ended .

i'm too lazy to blog that much . my eyes are heavy but i just can't sleep . thank god i have 2 people to keep me company on msn . oh well , i shall post pictures. enjoy ! (:



Sunday, December 04, 2005

wtf. today wasn't a good day for me. we had to rush and practically run our way to paragon. apparently, it made me lose my breath and my lipslurs sucks like shit! oh wells . it simply sucks lah . but shahid sort of made me smile with his corny jokes. (: and i swear i am beginning to get irritated by the constant teasings and gossip. oh god! even if he's the only one left, i would never fall for him lah! yes, its true i appreciate his help and his initiative to thank me for everything. but at the very least, my conscience is clear. (: on the contrary, maybe i need to search for my very own conscience. wth . how ironic lah.

nevertheless, my shopping trip with xinyi is the best amongst all that has happen! (: we shop alot, we open up alot and most of all we got ultra super hyper that we couldn't stop laughing. basically i'm on cloud nine! i'm drained out from all the walking and yacking but i am still here writing my entry. i shop alot that i was close to being broke. mom got a shock of her life when she saw me coming home with 3 paper bags from 3 different shops . allow me to list it all
; charles and keith heels (:
; 2 bras from women's secret
; a pair of black flats/slip on from x;odus

yes i admit! the bras and x;odus pair was unintentional and something which captured my attention totally! (: i went to purchase it as it was irresistably eye-catching. i was indecisive as always and i had a long time considering basically. thank god for my indecisive character, as i would have bought more stuffs . which i reflected back which was kind of redundant. as always mom was taken back the moment i step into the dining room.

OMG! what did u shop in town today. no wonder u are home only now. tsk
what!? haha. its a girls thing. sshh . and ehh, i've bought 2 bras tau.
none of my business. im only gonna pay for ur heels. the rest, is ur problem.(walk into her room)
ehh! unfair man. i am already not working despite O's ending and here u are bullying me.
is it my problem that u dun wish to work? yes im quite against it, bt u make it look as if i print yusoff ishak face!
haha! finefine. (walks into my room)

my oh my! my stomach is showing. i've been eating or rather munching and gorging on sinful stuffs. tsk .
i ate brownie with xinyi at coffeebean just now and i felt super guilty that i stop eating after some time. =/ shucks. its time to control myself.


i'm excited to meet my MELLYMAI tomorrow. i am so loving her lah. she makes my day. and i am loving myself for coming up with something so cool. melly, i have ur name to thank! (:



Friday, December 02, 2005

shucks. i knew band was gonna suck big time. and true enough it did. i don't know why but wong was being super bitchy this whole week and he is on constant moodswings. =/ oh wth. and MELLY ! i was so expecting you to come! hurhur .. its alright. i'll see ya tmr okay? we can go MELLY MELLY MELLY and even get excited throughout the afternoon . (: omg! i am engulfed in ecstacy again! and for goodness sake, i swear i DO NOT look like a primary 4! kid. mutha farker.

ha! my trombone is not with me today! the coralites was super kind enough to help me bring it home and load it in the sch truck tmr! (: thanks a million! hansley and serene; i appreciate u alot okay? i owe u chocolates. (: and not to mention shining and the rest got super excited when i brought them to the pet station! ha .. and i didn't know hongwei and kenneth are nice and approachable bunch of peeps. (:

yes. i am natasha's house again. i am still considering whether i should stayover since there is performance tomorrow. oh man .. but i brought along my clothes but not my pumps! shucks .. awaiting for mom's call if she could help me bring it over or at the very least send me tommorrow. ohh . there's christmas performance at paragon tommorrow. 1230-2 . i doubt many would come but its gd enough that its being mentioned! oh well . i better be going. i got cousins to attend, gossip and cam-whored with.




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