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Sunday, July 29, 2007

I woke up late last night to find my ulcer's back )):
Bad bad timing cause i've paternal side family buffet tonight!
Not forgetting next week's Paragon performance.
It better heal in time cause i woudln't wanna go through one month of agony, similar to that , 3-4 months ago.
Horrifying time of my entire life, sighs.

However on a lighter note, i woke up at 10Am to the sound of gust of wind & pouring rain.
What better way to start it off by having cereal for breakfast! (:
With a Vanilla Latte & Cinnamon Apple Muffin on a rainy saturday, i was accompanied by dearest Xinyi ((:
Its been sucha longggg time & boy oh boy do we have loads to talk about.
Now that all her 5 projects are over, i can do it much more often.
Lunch/dinner & shopping soooon! Hoorahh!

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Friday, July 27, 2007

It's just the preview of J.U.M.P cum PM visit yet i feel so worn out.
If not for RJ, i wouldn't be online.
I wouldn't be taking this opportunity to blog briefly.
& i can totally foresee myself staying up till 11PM next week & flopping dead on my bed.
Who knows in the car on the way home.

The preview was kinda good, but warcry was an utter disappointment )):
A bunch of sporty & robust sportsmen/women with full of gust giving out the most pathetic cheer ever.
Oh gosh & i was shocked to see the disinterest in most of the male dragonboaters faces, esp when carrying out the actions.
Seriously hope to see an altitude improvement on tuesday, cause i know you people will rock the lawn & be a good headstart.

Alright time to hit the sack!
Pretty long day tomorrow, nights y'all ! (:



Thursday, July 26, 2007

Botak Jones yesterday was awesome! (:
Large serving of food esp fries and definitely worth the money.
Starved myself just for dinner as i know there'll be alot to expect.

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My Cajun chicken and the group's partial cheese fries.

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This fish and chips serving is crazy man. Haaa! Poor Samuel ;D

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Tantalizing and finger licking good chicken wings! -drools-

Aftermath of eating was hilarious & definitely a good way to end the day! (:
Practise in the afternoon was much better.
Improvement, hoorah! (:
& it was relieving to see Naszryn & Syahira.
Double hoorah! ((:
Plus i can't wait for the Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows to be in movies.
Bet it's gonna be a sappy one & "all was well" (:
Too early to think about it, but the book is pretty intriguing.

& this was Raphael a few days back doddling with the Tablet PC.

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It seems like Lochness Monster has a big impact in his life, lol.


Okay, loads of things coming up next week.
J.U.M.P party stagehands at the lawn, formal wear for Enterprise lesson, test, practices & Paragon performance.
Gonna be busy as a bumblebee.

Alright back to class.
J.U.M.P meeting later on & full dress rehearsal tomorrow.
Gosh hope i don't flop dead on my bed the moment i'm home ;D

Oh oh oh did i tell you wahidah made my morning? (:
Yes she did startle me at the platform but everything was good after that.



Monday, July 23, 2007

My emotion was all over the place today.
I tried not to show my weak side in class too much cause we all tend to be judgemental too easily. Plus i'm not as comfortable with them just yet to spill everything out.
To suddenly burst into tears when seconds ago i was horrendously laughing.

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I find it hard to make myself second the above statement.
Cause we're all made to let go of certain things despite your magnanimous effort.
That includes standing by your believes and alter ego.
If everyone were to compromise & give in all the time, the world wouldn't be deemed as unfair.
We wouldn't be able to withstand such tough adversities - be it instantly or after subsequent events.
The world isn't set for us to paint rosy pictures of life all the time. Embracing such joyous yet serene moments every single time.

I marvel at the fact of the constant changes and shit i've to go through this year.
Its too much for me to handle, for someone so vulnerable deep inside.
But contemplation sets me thinking - i learnt to be independent.
Cause only I can look after my own back.
Not that my friends aren't helpful, they really are. I appreciate them.
But certain things only me, myself & I can tackle and do a personal battle.

p/s: I'm NOT finger pointing anyone. Kick that feeling if this triggers you in feeling this way




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Its good to know Tricia has the exact same mindset as me!(that talk on the train)
Hoorahhh! (:
& IMM was crazy!
Small company with maximum energy level.

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Last week was very draining.
Hectic school schedule, badminton, late night pool session, bowling, Sam's concert, late night Starbucks + ineffective band practise back at the secondary school.
I seriously need to buck up on my playing cause i wouldn't want to bring the band down at Paragon itself.
That would also means more effort put in my the band members cause we definitely can do muchmuch better.

Peektures for late night pool session which leads to cabbing back home.

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& this is for the narcisstic ones who got physically drained after badminton.

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& the one who started & ended my saturday (:

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It was good to talk about everything under the sun.
Not feeling sorry for whatever that spills out from the mouth and blatant comments.


On the flipside, i miss alot of people.
especially xinyi ))):



Sunday, July 22, 2007

I wish time could stall for a moment - For i see yourself in me & i'm not liking it.
Not even one bit.



Thursday, July 19, 2007

OMG .. Handwriting conversation on MSN is uber fun.
Especially when lesson is about to end ;D



& Warren apparently draws very suggestive drawing!
Muahahah the things he do during lesson time.
I find this the best amongst the rest.
& no i'm NOT horny. Its just amusing, come on we're all open people
Haaa!



HAAA! See what i mean. & go figure what it is







Tuesday, July 17, 2007

& for the faci's bubble tea treat to Tricia & myself -------- ((:
Amazingly, the drastic drop in class size after break was pretty productive.
Better communication & yet the same level of hype.
Personal attack to test classmate's level of understanding - i like, heh heh .
But if only lesson could end on time, it still ends at 5. haaa!



Monday, July 16, 2007



& Tricia make a superb company in class today.
Total madness & she definitely diverted my attention & worries away (:
I sang & she ignored me, she sang & i plug in my earpiece, haaa!
Class was in total chaos today & i just wish Mr Gabriel would be much more authoratative.
But nevertheless, they make lessons more enjoyable. They prevent me from dozing off in class.

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Great, now i can't get back to sleep.I don't even think i'll be able to wake up on time if i manage to fall back to sleep.For those who happen to see what's up here previously, you'll realise i'm pretty thoughtful.Or rather , i'm not that self-centered afteral.I withstand your grandmother story & i heed you at the end of the day - when i have my own choice to stand by.Am i nice or what? ;D

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p/s: i've never blamed you, it has never been your fault. i can't change your perception nor can i force you to start talkig back to me.



Saturday, July 14, 2007

Shopping with the few classmates was great today!
Black skinnies&grey cardigan is done!
Wanted to get stuffs from topshop but the crowd was madness.
Now i need to get money from mom for the exclusive vintage bag(cause i dont want my heart to ache by paying for the gorgeous bag) & the faded crimson junk food jumper.
Its a little big for me, but i shall close one eye to that factor after much contemplation at home.
Whole day was filled with laughter & i thank you people for the crazy company (:


Last night meet up was equally great.
Laughters, catching up, bitching & nonchalant comment regarding the most random thing.
Ahhhh.. & Island Creamery's apple pie+Nutella ice-cream complemented the day.
& now i feel like working there after comment from Shaminah, hahahahaha.
Reminiscing back about my crashing PJ days was super hilarious& they're amazed i still remember the PJ anthem after being there for barely three months, lol .


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Girl power! & hello new friend Cassandra who was dilligently doing her work at Island Creamery.

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PUBLIC AFFAIR! ;D

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No one makes a better badak (: lovelove

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& the tall, sleek, hot legs lakeside queen- SHAMINAH! <3





I would love to blog about the short meet up, but my mind is so preoccupied & my heart is so heavy i feel like taking a plunge.
This week is screwed.
I'm an emotional wreck.
I happen to be one insensitive bitch in one eyes.
I happen to choose to be ignorant & hope for a change, without making an effort.
I happen to be going through a turmoil in class/sch & its not a nice feeling.
& yadadada, i know i've no one else, but myself to blame.
You people just don't see the fact that i tried making an effort, but it turns out this close to being futile.
& sometimes, such situation requires involvement of both parties.
But no, i still think i'm at fault & isuck at handling such situations.
& you're wrong, this isn't about relationship.


But on a lighter note;
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH LINDAAAAAAA!
I MISS YOU & thanks for the invite ! (:







Friday, July 13, 2007

I post a whole chunk of angsty post trying to prove my point, but i decided to save it as draft instead.
I don't see a point trying to fight for my point, but instead i should clear things up.
Furthermore, i dont think i would want a whole bunch of alliance against me after reading it.
My bad, my bad.



p/s:& raidah, you're annoyingly cute! Gi blaja laaaaaaaahhhh (:



Thursday, July 12, 2007

EDITEDIT//
Ha omg now people are moving on to wordpress for some self-privacy.
I thought wordpress is so yesterday? Just that people dont quite recognise it.
Does it makes a difference since a blog is your space for heartfelt thoughts and rantings? So longs you don't quite pin someone down so bad that you end up in court or whatsoever, its still fine. Right? No?
Shrugs, oh well .. I'm nice & i respect the classmates decision (:
I shall stick to this.
Lucks to Leslie Kang if he sees this, not as if i say i hate him or whatsoever.
Jas&Aiman, you're relinked btw (:
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EDIT//
OMGOMGOMG!
I'm meeting pretty & sexy Shaminah tomorrow!
I'm so excited & over the moon right now, woooosh!
Not forgetting jaryl , sadly xinyi can only make it next weeeek )):
But nevertheless finally a meet up!
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This can't fucking go on i swear.
Its fucking exsperating & annoying the shit out of me.
& oh grow up loser!
Ahhh 2007 is jinx, i swear!


P/s: Yvonne was telling me how vague i am in my entries.
Well i prefer it this way & thats what my LJ is for.
Hahahaha can't comprehend? Go figure ;D



Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Edit/
Badminton was good.
Laughed at silly remarks+actions & in the beginning i happen to lose touch, woops
Sweat alot& i like (:
Shall consider jogging at night to further improve the body's metabolism rate.
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Simpson website keep me company during lesson break today!
Thanks to fifa, woosh!
& i present you my very own simpsons!
Grandma, mom and little midget bro.
Haaaa! So cute &amp; colourful! I'm goooood, teehee ;D







Their games are entertaining too!
& yes i DID pay attention. I only did this during break, heh.
I've improved!

Badminton later but so many people are not going.
Such last minute decision after booking two courts -.-
But oh wells my exercise matter more!
& Sairi, 75-80% !
Lol

Alright, back to school work!



Tuesday, July 10, 2007

I feel so inadeqaute.
Maybe i'm just paranoid.
But no, bet there's more than just feeling this way.




Its just so good to have things like LJ.
Thank god for technology&its privacy.



Monday, July 09, 2007




Ahhhhhh how infuriating!
Msn seriously hates me!
I'm connected, able to surf IE(which explains why i'm here blogging) but i just can't sign in the damn thing!
Urggh! Even if i could, it would be barely 5 mins ):
Its depriving me of my daily dosage of chats & gossips.




Digressing of, i think i screw today's lesson.
I was obviously unattentive & my mind was on addicting games.
Gahh!
But Jasmin was worst off!
She even ignores my conversation, lol !




Saturday's wedding was awesome with a capital A!
Wooooooh!


& so, much loves & agitation from:
















Sunday, July 08, 2007

Looking at it back rationally, it was the best thing.
I'm not trying to be obstinate here, but i never really understood you anyway.



Friday, July 06, 2007

Everything associated with today was awkward.
Yes, AWKWARD!



p/s: I'm glad we clear things up but you still owe __ an apology. I'll forgive you for the fact we've been through so much but not for that one thing you do in a moment of folly/fit of anger. In anycase, you still mean so much to me.

p/s: I'm sorry __ that you had to be in the picture indirectly. Mistakenly accused, but i hope you don't take it the wrong way. I stilll treasure you as a friend & an awesome companion.

p/s: Thanks W15H for your gestures&concern. Even the unexpected ones shocked me & it kind of moved me ((:

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Forgo Transformers for Ice-cream yesterday.
As much as everyone says its a god damn good show that even appeals to non sci-fic fans, i insist it isn't my cup of tea.
Ice-cream was good, but the talking&sharing of stories was better (:
Its been long since i have so much things to talk&laugh about, so yeah.
It felt good & defnitely put all my worries away.


Steamboat with the class today in the evening .
I am for swensen, pizza hut & etc thou.
Hurr shall just see how it goes & whether my suggestion is taken into consideration.
Afterall, its about the bonding makan session (:



Thursday, July 05, 2007

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! ((:
Yesterday i exercised, learn how to serve & finish ALL of my meals!
Heh .
Game with the class was good thou i was very worn out after 3 hours worth of play .
& i was a sticky, stinky smelly girl, lmao!
Need to exercise more & i'll consider blading & running more often.
Mom make a comment this morning that kinda drag my mood down for a moment.
Hurr..

Yesterday was : white shorts, sneakers & polo tee DAY with Charlene.
Lol it wasn't plan, so yeah
& some commented that i look like a tennis player ;D




See, coincidentally we wore the same colored sneakers!
& we're equally short cute, lol !

OH! Mac's breakfast in class for two days consecutively was a good change! (:



Tuesday, July 03, 2007

EDIT//
W15H don't be offended by this post.
I may have enjoyed your company&crazy antics, but sometimes in life people always feel compelled to think that one is better than another.
Don't you agree?
& yes one or two of you are this close in fitting into my "kind of people".
I may write something in a fit of anger, but at times it does hold a meaning .
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Everything about today sucks.
Lesson sucks, i find nothing to find interest about.
I;ve never felt such hatred towards sch before, so by now you can roughly guess how much impact RP has on me.
I can't belive i land myself in such a position.
They always say second chance is the charm, but why doesn't it apply to me?
It happen to get worst, i can't wait for year two to start cause by then, i HOPE things improve.
I'll be more interested&dedicated in school/course.
I'm this close in running away from class, but i can't always leave the class/team in a lurch.
Oh fuck it!
School sucks & this sucks!
SCREW TUESDAY LAH DAMMIT!


In times i like this i wish everyone is like my clique of friends. ( xinyi,dean, jaey, nazreen, farah etc)
I wish in poly i was selective of who i'm friends with.
Then i wouldnt feel this way.

For those who dont realise, i befriends with epeople of the same kind.
I feel kinda outasted in poly cause im restricted to everything.

Literally, i feel for how at times Nazreen feel of her company in MI cause i felt the exact same wayyyyy!
I can't blatantly say things cause people will be offended, & thinks im god damn rude&uncivilised, i can't shut people up cause in one way or another everyone thins they're the best.
SCREW THIS LAH<>





Monday, July 02, 2007

I take back whatever i said yesterday regarding my feelings towards school.
Today started off real fine, come to think of it, such a good way to start off my week (:
Company was awesome, seriously.
Once again, i laughed till i developed abs.
It was seriously crazy - from class time to bus ride to island creamery to bus ride home!

Mr Lim gave us this extremely sour tasting sweeet!
I fucking swear its worst than Warheads =/
MY facial expression totally changes & i began moving around to divert my attention.
After eating it consecutively, i was this close to tears.
GASP!
Never never ever eat such stuff again.

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It seriously wasn't an act.
There was another retarded+embarassing shot, but i prefer this.
Cause someone exposed me somewhere else already.
Haa nvm such attention once in a while not that bad kan? ;D

Impromptu Island Creamey trip with Aiman&Patrick!
Was already whining in class of my sudden craving & how hungry i was.

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Ice cream was Gooooooooooooodddddddd! With a Capital G!
It was total madness in there.
I laughed& began rolling on the comfy seats.
Patrick is obsessed/insane i swear, the things guys do to get girls attention eh ;D
Journey back home was equally bad.
Patrick alighted at Clementi to train home & i continue yacking all the way till it was Lakeside! (:
NIght long bus ride is calm, comfy & perfect!

Aye, time to attempt studying for my test tomorrow.
Honestly, i dont get it, but i shall give it a try!
If not, forget it. JUst chunk in whatever i know! ;D


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I was forced cause they brought my phone in the toilet, haa!




Its 12.18AM & i know i should be sleeping.
There's school tmr & somehow i am not lookingforward to it.
Its not just monday blues, trust me.
There's more to it & i shall not pen it down.

I feel down in the dumps today with no rhyme or reason.
I know something's bugging me but i can't actually figure out what it really was.
I'm too lazy to eat dinner which makes my last meal at 330PM.
Ironically, i'm not even hungry right now.

I'm drfiting away from my parents.
We no longer talk like how we used to & recently i kept snapping at them.
I guess as we grow, we get annoyed with one another.
We noticed each othe flaws more frequently that at times, such minude gestures don't mean a shit.
Weirdly, i'm fine with it.
I no longer fight for their attention, like how i used to back then.
Maybe i realised its all temporary, cause such attention need to be gain afterall.

ALright maybe i should try sleeping everything away.




& Who me?
MAIZ
It all depends on the way you rub me.
But I'd take the ends of pocky biscuit over the flavoured ones & type with only two fingers!

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