Monday, February 27, 2006
i swear i am growing sideways . i feel so heavy recently ): this is not a good sign , i'm serious .
oh saturday i had family birthday BBQ celebration yet again (: this time its way way entertaining & hilarious & ecstatic compared to the one i had two weeks back . i didnt ate much thou cos well didn't have much appetite & was feeling guilty of constantly indulging . but i munch here & there . oh and i love the marshmellows . i was like bbq-ing and i just love it when they melt in my mouth . the food was seriously good .
and oh i laughed a lot on saturday & it caused me to have stomach cramps & some face cramps . wahahaha . and and and the cousins even teased & imitate my hysterical & contagious laughter . HAHA . and the silly ball games that we played was commical . and the little soccer passes that i played with abg ijet & farah syirin made me laughed till i was close to peeing . =/ and hey ! my skills ain't that bad okay . tsk tsk .
the birthday girl turned 21 and received lots of present . oh boy was kak sri lucky & her presents cost a bomb . with a wide range of perfumes , Guess stuffs , bags & accesories . not forgetting the goldheart ring & bangle she got from her parents . and i gave her a vintage skirt together with a top . it cost me $80+ and my parents gave her cash . (: boy was she lucky & yupyup , she was contented and even teared . well , who wouldnt wanna have a memorable & enjoyable 21st birthday ? she surely did ..
oh the entire day was a long one & my family left the place at 3 am on sunday . i was totally wiped out that i slept in the car the entire journey . i had to be waken up when we reached my house . & somehow till now i am still feeling kinda lethargic .
i'll just post the presents the birthday girl receive & some candid pics . i'll give you guys the link to my shutterfly to view the remaining .
BIRTHDAY'S GIRL PRESENTS (:
her GUESS collection (:
part of the cousins candid moments
THE BIRTHDAY CAKE
oh did i mention i love my brother ? i came home today to find a GREENDAY BULLET IN A BIBBLE ALBUM & DVD in my room on the study table (: <3
i seriously think the NYP controversial issue is getting a little bit over-rated & the media is taking control of everything in a
wrong way . i seriously think the one who found Tammy phone is doing such a puerile act . come on , i seriously think its time to give it a break . i can never imagine how Tammy is going through this emotional trauma & hard phase of life .
it is not admirable,
it is not cool.
it is not something that people love seeing.
so please,
next time you cut yourself,
stop being such a loser at it,
and do it right this time.
please try harder.
hit an artery and die.// was blog hopping and found this in a girl's blog from st joseph convent . her entries striked the chord in my mind a couple of time . (: i like the way she expresses herself & the quotations she made up ..
FAMILY BIRTHDAY BBQ
Thursday, February 23, 2006
omg . i can't believe i am at home when i was supposed to be in school with xinyi , ferynn , syahira and even jaryl! ): BOOO !
i can't believe i actually brought myself up to tell them i am not going and i am very sorry about it . in fact i seriously am . i was so looking forward for it , but at the same time i dont wish to get xinyi and syahirah into trouble . okay syahirah rather . xinyi doesnt mind since she's been pestering us . i wouldnt want sya's parents to find out that she skipped school just to go pjc . and worst still , my dearest jaryl is sick! =/
nvm. there will be other days. ferynn was sweet enough as to say they come some other days just to have me around . (: heyy , thanks so much sweetie . i will bring you guys around , make u feel welcome & enjoy the presence of the guys . xD i bet the next time would be much more fruitful & meaningful .
oh . i so want to catch so many movies this month . but this is a bad month cos i am freaking broke . hurhur . but who cares . i guess somehow i got to catch them . movies are my love . i cant possibly miss them . haha .
okay this is getting very random . pardon me for this morning blues ..
ps :
jaryl darling. take good care of yourself . i guess you need some time for yourself and dont tire yourself too much . your body needs ample of rest & so does your mind . take this MC day to just relax and get yourself away from those stress & everything else . (: take care dear boy .. nazreen : alamak you silly pokkk . get well soon lah . (: and i give my deepest condolonces to our late Mr S Rajaratnam . Our used to be Deputy Prime Minister . indeed he left a significant & patriotic memory behind ; our National Pledge .
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
i found this in michelle's xanga and the amusing results triggered me to try it out . and when i played around with it , i laughed non stop . haha . its seriously damn amusing yet cute and lame . (: i played around with other names and its results yet again amused me totally .
- Maicyy has three eyelids.
- Maicyy was named after Maicyy the taxi driver in Frank Capra's 'It's a Wonderful Life'.
- The first maicyy was made in 1853, and had no pedals!
- Pacman was originally called maicyyman.
- Never store maicyy at room temperature!
- On average, women blink nearly twice as much as maicyy.
- It's bad luck to whistle near maicyy.
- The military salute is a motion that evolved from medieval times, when knights in armour raised their visors to reveal maicyy.
- Maicyy has a bifurcated penis!
- Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of maicyy every year.
the reason why i post the name as maicyy cos its the most hilarious out of my millions attempt . due to certain reasons , some people call me maicyy . haha (:
and oh . mom made very delicious and sweet custard . yay ! (: i wonder what she'll cook for dinner later . she's been pampering me with delicious delicacies .
editedd ...
wth . dad just scolded me for screaming my lungs out . i wasn't . i was merely singing LOUDLY to the songs ; 4ever by The Veronicas . wth . and when i commented i wasn't and was merely singing loudly he screamed again . wth . i hate his hostility and cold attitude towards me .
Monday, February 20, 2006
i have been tagged my allison ! (:
RULES :
1) The tagged victim have to come up with with 8 different points of their perfect lover .
2) Need to mention the sex of the target
3) Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they have been tagged .
4) If tagged a second time , there's not a need to post again
Target : MALE . omg , do i look like i eyecandy
GIRLS ? =x
1) hair is important . so please have nice and funky hairstyle
2) be able to stand my constant moodswings
3) ability to endure my non stop laughters (: if you can't , then forget about being with me
4) guys who are able to joke around and be wacky . i need lots of entertainment to keep the relationship going .
5) learn how to pamper and love wholeheartedly , as i need one who cater to my needs .
6) learn to open up with me , as being frank and open beats everything else .
7) romantic guys who knows how to melt my heart .
8 ) BE YOURSELF ! (: i dont need guys who try so hard to please and satisfy me . that unique / contrasting personality of yours i will learn to adapt and appreciate .
victim one : JARYL
victim two : NAZREEN
victim three : TISA YEE
victim four : LEEDEEYA
victim five : SHAMINAH !!! (:
victim six : LYDIA NATASYA
victim seven : JUZAILAH
victim eight : EUNICE
Sunday, February 19, 2006
yesterday's birthday celebration was total bash! i laughed so much till my face got all red and my stomach hurts a little bit . apparently i didn't eat much , how ironic .
its nice to see how closely bonded the entire paternal family is . (: i dont remember seeing any other family being this close and happy . we have birthday celebrations / party / bbq / reunion dinner like every other time . for a moment i guess i am thankful and glad to be part of them . and how much can i not love my cousins who never fail to make me laugh and smile whole heartedly . (: <333
but fuck . my
own family was being a total bitch after everything ended . i hate this . damn it . i couldn't do much but only to sleep my worries away last night . fuck . i am so immuned to this pain that i couldn't care less .
i'll post pictures some other time as i have yet to upload them .
pardon me for the excessive profanities recently .
Friday, February 17, 2006
i went band today and made a realisation . a pretty
late realisation rather ; myself not having enough patience to teach someone else music . despite being a sectional leader for like two years , i realised this only today . and yes , only after i have graduated and chose to come and help the section .
i've decided to teach Naing Oo and Meiting for sectionals today since they're like the weakest and softest in the section and are only sec 2s . beginning was alright . but as time goes by , i began to get all fed up and irritated . my hand was practically aching from the constant LOUD clapping trying to compete with the rain and my voice was sore trying to make myself be heard . what was worst , sheril's tuba juniors are blasting their way thru and my other trombone juniors , taken over by hamidah was blasting exceptionally loud yet intune .
i got rather irritated by the fact that Naing Oo didn't really take sectionals seriously and has the cheek to show me his smiles . unable to cotrol my emotions , i raised my voice at him and rolled my eyes . yes i know it is superrr wrong but it cant be helped . but at the very least i praised Meiting cos she made such a great improvement and wasn't lazy enough to practice again whilst myself recoaching Naing Oo .
i tried myself so hard
not to spoon feed them , but at certain occasions i did . i realised that my patience level is very low . i could teached mirza malay spelling last night for like an hour plus despite him being super playful and unattentive since he cant do malay for nuts . but i couldn't even tell myself to be patient and give them time for trombone sectionals which lasted only 45 mins considering the fact hamidah took them for warm up and having a short lesson and a recap of songs before i came . maybe its because i am used to my section being independent enough to work out what they are weak at and me giving them only guidance .
whatever it is ,i pampered myself today . i ate dinner with xinyi at swensen's
again . it was a last minute thing rather . and the dinner brought much laughters and drifted us a little bit from reality . we fantasized kinda alot and laughed non stop . well , it did make my day . (: i'll post pictures some other time . alright another abrupt ending here .
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
HAPPY 8-TEEN BIRTHDAY TO MY PURPLE BADAK JARYL BAYBEH ! (:i had the most fun time of my life today . xinyi dean and jaryl came over my house in the morning ! (: YAYY ! they stayed all the way till afternoon . tell me how much can i not love them ? jaryl spend his birthday with us , and i bet he had fun from the non-stop laughters he had . xD
dean and jaryl was being such a doll and totally sweet and baked a whole container of chocolate chip cookies for us , for valentines! LIKE OMG ! HOW SWEET AND NICE CAN THEY GET ? AND HOW CAN I NOT LOVE / TREASURE THEM DESPITE THEIR BITCHINESS ??? (= and it taste damn sweet and nice lah . and my mom actually love it alot and kept teasing dean asking why he gave her only one . and mom was being extra nice to dean compared to the rest . each time he comes, he gets the most attention and was super nice to him . i swear mom has a thing for dean! OMG ! faints .. she has yet to see the turn off side of him . (:
we watched the wedding video and they got all mesmerized . xinyi was even blabbering about her wanting to marry in a unique manner with having different styles and having a dress code for like everyone . and her being different was her husband wearing a GOWN and male guest wearing
PINK . oh boy is this different xinyi . xD she's damn funny lah . and jaryl cant stop teasing her about -youknowwho- and she going : eeyeeerr i dont like him . he's attached . and us going : ITS COMPLICATED BABY ! HAHA . must be after he meet u its changed to ITS COMPLICATED . okay i bet none of u understand . only the 4 of us . so whatever ..
and what was funniest was dean realising he forgot to turn off his gas stove ! and mom panicked and got all concerned . in which i wasn't at all amazed . he practically rushed back home and got the attention of everyone . and some people even called the fireman cause there's smoke . like OMG how silly and funny ! and some aunty got all frantic and started talking abt it . he got all embarassed and even throw away the pot . HAHA . like omg , Saemah will kill him till i guess i can hear the big HOOHAA if she ever find out . xD and and he even had to talk to the fireman and having to show them his house although he said ; fireman , its all a misunderstanding. HAHA .
and oh, him blabbering about what happened . being all drama mama and started singing at the balcony of my house together with his actions in which unfortunately lead to a slight drizzle . tsk tsk .. for the sake of his house being close to being burnt down , we forgave him . (: and his bitching about those aunties . and oh did i mention he smelled of smoke ? as if he just got back from some BBQ ?
" hi nama saya paiseh and i got the attention of the fireman . they even asked me for my number. my house nearly got burned down " HAHAHA!
okay i think i am blabbering too much . it may not seem fun but trust me it sure was ! like whooo ! its like one of the fun time of my life . .YAYY ! (= i love my girlfriend / bitches ! (: i shall post the pictures in which we took today .
and oh man . jaryl love the present that me and xinyi gave him . he was like screaming in delight and laughing excitedly . YAY (: i swear its super cute . and baby , wait for the part 2 okay ? that's only part 1 .
dean and his version of smiley face cookie
the cookies!
smile for the camera
enjoying the yummylicious cookies (:
pretty girls and pretty reflection
the birthday boy and us !
notice the unison of dean and jaryl pe shirt & mine and xinyi's band tee shirt ? (:
the happy people with delicious cookies and cute plush toy ! <333
how candid
// edited ..
oh i had a super longggggggg and sort of inspirational talk with mr wong yesterday after band . he was practically concerned lah and treated me to umm some sort of dinner and we talked it out over dinner . somehow i appreciate his concerns and the advice he gave . " everyone has a direction / purpose in life . its just that we have to look and carefully search for it " i have to agree when he stated it . its nice to know that people ard you care so much about you , but at times your family with an exception of my mom at times , tend to neglect you and make you feel small , unloved and protected . i guess natasha is like the bestest cousin i could ever have despite being younger than me . her maturity yet silly actions and laughters brings a lot of meaning . " omg , relax . if u need someone to talk to , come to me okay ? are u sleeping over at my house ? remember i'll always be there for you ,even if it means i have to sacrifice my sleeping time . i can always sleep in the train on my journey to crescent (: " this may not mean alot to you guys , but it means a lot to me . her presence and simple gestures never fail to make me laugh and smile . and yupyup, i'm hitting town with her after her lessons today and another sleep over session . YAY (: now do i feel blessed . inclusive of beloved friends .
Sunday, February 12, 2006
holy shit . i snapped at so many people again today . i was perfectly fine in the morning as i've learn to cope and come to contacts with reality , until some shitass have to be super irritating and insensitive .
oh great . she got a portfolio done with help from the bitch principal , the oblivion and useless form teacher and biased moodswings lit teacher of mine . just because you wanted so much to get where you wanted , you go around
sucking up to him ; your so called daddy in school . how childish and immature . and to the extent of the highest priorities helping you . fuck it man . you
earn what you deserve having , you bitch ! i know deep inside you must be disappointed that your english was a freaking B3 ! you're on the same par as me and everyone else . you failed to stand out . you failed to secure an A1 . you failed to top the school in english . which lead you failing to secure a place in mass comm ? ha . you deserve this , i swear . tell me how much have you worked hard to deserve such a grade . have you put in your heart and soul just like shida who rose from a D7 in english to a B4 !? which is simply a grade below yours and mine . you go around saying ; i can do it one lah . english has always been my forte . sadly the results failed to convey what you have been constantly preaching .
even if i am contented with my results , i would still be writing this entry . and why ? cos i realised its time you learn to be independent , stop being complacent and learn to earn what you've been yearning for . it doesn't come just like that . come on .. till when will you seek help from that man ? enough said ..
Friday, February 10, 2006
results was fuck . total shit and fucked . ask no more . ):
on a ligter note thanks to those who tried so hard to cheer me up and make me laughed despite me snapping them and my refusal to talk to them .
-juzailah
-shida
-nazreen
-atiqah
-sheril
-cheryl lim
-leedeeya
there are 3 people in which i want to thank so much . bear with it . me being moody will not stop me from expressing my gratitude . so shut up . the message will be messy and all cos my mind is in a whirl . but shut up .
xinyi : thanks so much girl ! (: when you ran after me upon knowing i broke down and rushed to the toilet and hugged me trying so hard to console me, touched me . your patience and sincerity was simply great . you are indeed an angel sent from up above . i treasured this friendship and u never fail to give me the strength to carry on . the small little card that u gave , teared me . (: congrats on your results . you can do it , jia you . and funn time today . i can never imagine how i would have managed without you by my side .
jaryl : girlfriend ! thanks for all ur motivation and i'm sorry for disappointing you and failing to join you in pjc . one thing for sure , i appreciate everything . (: today was fun and i felt so blessed to have you , dean and xinyi around . study hard for promos and you have my blessings . and and sorry for bursting into tears like without notice just now .
dean : despite your bitchiness , seeing how caring you are today was damn nice lah can . you gave me so much advices and gateways as to where i can go . i appreciate you alot , i'm serious okay . and thanks for trying your best to console and make me laugh when i broke down in mac today . knowing you for 4 years was a blessing indeed . you have my prayers in you A level result . cheers girlfriend (: funfun time today . thanks . i wouldnt know what i'll do without your presence .
and oh , a special thanks to ms fong for hugging and giving me words of motivation . i'll think through it carefully and yup i wont give up for sure .
and oh how could i forget warren . hey baby , i wont forget you panicking when you heard me crying frantically and cursing over the phone . (: thanks for ur words of encouragement and telling me you will be there for me 24/7 . (:
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
dammit . its already past 12 , yet i am wide awake and here blogging . and to think i thought my insomnia has gone away . shit lah , how screwed . and i realise blasting the songs on my laptop isn't of much help when it used to be the medication to my sleeping problem . ): wth . how freaking screwed .
somehow today was a funny day . firstly , warren's conversation never fail to perk me up and made me laugh till i teared . for a moment mom taught i was up to no good and keep telling me to control myself . you could never imagine how corny yet imaginative he could get . and oh i made a new realisation . his logic / theory are as good as not having one but it was freaking funnaeh . (: HAHA . silly pokk .
xinyi was being a super indecisive girl today to the extent of getting herself frustrated . she couldn't make up her mind on whether to go school tmr since she ponned school today just because school ends at 6 and she loathes pjc pe lessons . she fears felicity yeo slyness and demanding attitude yet she insisted of not going school . she came out with a million reasonings and got god damn irritated vy herself . and since she couldn't stand it we asked dean to call in to conference since he is pjc
ponning KING ! (: haha . he was not much of a help since every suggestion he gave xinyi has a backup reason . haha . but i love his dont care and bopian attitude of ponning school . (: no wonder he managed to escape and managed to ponned school regularly or come school during selective lectures . and he even told xinyi to just ponned pjcsb since she cant click with her stuck up clarinetist .
and shit . i feel like trimming my hair again . yes
again . i just trimmed it last month . and i was looking at my salon's appointment card and i realised i missed one treatment session . =/ no wonder my hair was being a total bitch recently .
alright . i still can't get to sleep despite writing such a long winded entry . holy shit . i think its time i forced myself to sleep . stupid blasting music is beginning to pist me off . goodnight people (:
Monday, February 06, 2006
i am not in the mood for blogging . but i dont even know why the hell i am here typing . oh well ..
i was
supposed to go out today but due to certain circumstances it was postponed to some other days . i wonder when it will be lah . oh wth .. i am not angry nor disappointed .
wtf . i just dont feel like blogging lah . i guess moodswings is my constant companion right now .
and oh i forgot to mention that on friday i freakingly forgot to camwhore with my dearest shaminah and audrey ! ): BOOOOOO ! so much for getting all excited lah . maybe one day i should meet them up for lunch .
i've decided to post some pictures on friday&saturday so as not to bore you readers .
haha ! figure out what we were trying to convey
aruna nana my darling !! (:
the drama mamas
my sunlight reflection with natasha .
the one and only bitchiest
pimp you can find in pjc xD
no matter how much he tried to bent down it won't make me look taller
happy moments in town with warren ! (:
Friday, February 03, 2006
okayy . this entire week is just super rocking . but one things's for sure , i love my bitches . farah and xinyi ! (: my new clique of bitches . of course dean and jaryl will always be the best lah ! xD
firstly . wednesday band practice was super
sucky lah . i kinda got irritated and was kinda moodless till xinyi waved at me frantically despite sitting in front of me from quite a distance . that madness frantic wave of hers caught my attention while i was stoning away . HAHA ! and the moment i looked at her and gave a queer look she went ; bitch! since i was bored i went ; bitch , sticking out my tongue and told her not to be bitchy cos i am bitchier . HAHA! we actually did this in between of practices while mr wong was yacking about some stuffs . we communicate by reading each other lips and actions . and gloria thought i was mad and kept laughing . =/ and after calling each other bitch a million times i pointed to farah and showed some disagreement signs saying that we are not bitchy and that farah was bitchier . that silly pokk actually agreed and laughed and before we knew it , the band was about to play . HAHA . sillyyy ..
what was fun and bitchier was that after band , we stayed in the instrument store room and took some retarded bitchy pictures of ourselves! we self-timed both my digicam and wawa and took some synchorinised pictures which was hilariously cute and funnaeh! we made such a din in the storeroom while the other members were outside discussing about some admin matters . some of the pictures were super slutty and gross . esp the ones whereby me and farah pretended to kiss xinyi and she went all red and covered her face . just for one pathetic pic we took ages to calm ourselves down and snap! HAHA . lots more .
i am not in the mood to describe lah . i just dont feel like saying much . all i can say is that wednesday band was superr fun ! (: YAYYY !
today pjc open house / carnival was super funnaeh and rocking lah! the atmosphere was just so high and i got extremely high that all i did was to laugh and laugh and laugh . for a moment natasha thought i was mad and laughed to herself . tsk . =/ the ending of entire thing was super funnaeh ! the grp of bands which were displaying their talents was oh so cool ! made us scream and sang along with them! HAHA . i sang and practially scream my lungs out . alright , we rather . so funn lah ! okayy i am talking shit . i am seriously tired and do not have much energy to blabber much about today . BOOO !
till next time lah . i need to rest and have some time to myself . i am freaking exhausted from practically everything . i have yet to post and upload my pictures up here and my photobucket . so please be patient and wait . till next time . BYE !
and oh did i mention i cabbed down alot today ? =/ nvm . somehow cabbing is funn! and oh time spend with natasha was rocking too . (:
BIRTHDAY'S GIRL PRESENTS (:
her GUESS collection (:
part of the cousins candid moments
THE BIRTHDAY CAKE
dean and his version of smiley face cookie
the cookies!
smile for the camera
enjoying the yummylicious cookies (:
pretty girls and pretty reflection
the birthday boy and us !
notice the unison of dean and jaryl pe shirt & mine and xinyi's band tee shirt ? (:
the happy people with delicious cookies and cute plush toy ! <333
how candid
haha ! figure out what we were trying to convey
aruna nana my darling !! (: 
the drama mamas 
my sunlight reflection with natasha .
the one and only bitchiest pimp you can find in pjc xD
no matter how much he tried to bent down it won't make me look taller
happy moments in town with warren ! (: