Sunday, March 20, 2011
I have yet to fully utilize my one week break.
Don't wish to start school tomorrow ):
Once again I have lost the drive and motivation to start school on a happy note.
I wish my sec 3s are more proactive & focused.
'nuff said.
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Yesterday I was tortured to maintain a 5 minutes awkward silence because I kept giving -anything uh- as an answer.
Ohmygoodness golly, I wouldn't wanna go through that again.
Somehow last night ended on a bitter note.
I feel as if I am slowly losing you.
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At 230am I received a text that read "Mai are you still awake?"
I only noticed it past 3am but he was already asleep. You have no idea how lousy I felt because Hafiz has never behaved that way.
I knew something was wrong yet I wasn't by my phone when it was really necessary.
Woke up at 930am to an apology text from him instead for he failed to reply to mine.
Who cares about the groggy morning voice, but i could feel his frustration as he poured his heart out.
Hafiz is a really nice guy. I don't understand why the girlfriend is doing this to him albeit his patience and composure.
I hope he seeks a proper closure because today he went for a floorball game amidst a worried mind and an empty stomach.
Not like you'll ever read this, but dear Heedayah, kindly take a step forward and do the right thing - admit your mistake, apologise and fall back into his arms.
Tuesday tauhuay part 2
Wednesday, March 09, 2011
Had to go through a ridiculous Tuesday yesterday afternoon.
Mom called me a taitai yesterday & putri said - taitai duit baru masuk!!
Haha so cuteeeee! I really love her & at times, I can't help but still treat her like an 11 years old.
It felt really really good to let it out by grabbing good buys over at Topshop & F21
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What's even better? Last min meet up & driving me down Selegie Rd for my tauhuay albeit this sore throat hehe.
When I alighted from the car, I received a huge ass Hershey's choc bar to make up for the earlier crappy day.
Teehee *blushes
Why am I deserving of such nice friend(s)? I should learn to be more appreciative. Need to stop being a prick with an overwhelming ego and expectation.
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Need to find a way to boost my immune system.
Woke up with a bad sore throat, aching body & fever.
Sigh. This is the 4th time in 2011 that I am unwell & it is only the beginning of March!
Tuesday tau huay
Thursday, March 03, 2011
It was a happy Tuesday! Say yay!
Food comforts the tummy. Food comforts the cranky me.
It was a good night of starbucks, selegie tau huay + youtiao & macs 1-1 Nuggets!
Not forgetting winning mono deal with zero game strategy & ridiculous cards that amount to $63 million wtfff?
Haha good times good times.
It will be a bonus if we do not stay at such an isolated extreme end.
Once in a while, come la to the west side.
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Conversations were exchanged as if there wasn't any friction between us.
How did we deal with that? Beats me. I'd rather not know.
Hafiz made a point afterall. Speaking of which, he is such a nice guy.
Heedayah is one lucky girl.
