Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tough life, I'm barely breathing.
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I miss a whole bunch of people.
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I actually survive without mom's allowance.
Amazing? I know right!
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Been eating supper very regularly.
Improper meals & eating time = veryvery hungry me at night.
Oh no, fatty kid coming your way!
How to fit into the cousin's wedding costume!?
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My school grades are like shit, downscaling to a horrible state.
Sometimes I wonder if its my lack of effort or my parents' always hit the bull's eyes - I'm incompetent and somehow, never fail to screw things up!
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Somebody please bring my annoying facilitator back to planet earth & sunny Singapore?
Sometimes less, shall suffice already!
O.o
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I think my mom's kinda amazing.
Despite being sick, she still manages to get on my nerves, big big time!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
" Disneyization is problematic because it changes the true historical and geographical features of a destination...."
M: Omg what a word to use - Problematic
L: Hahaha yah! Omg that is so you!
Tsktsk, thanks Lynnette, how nice of you!
:D
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
What is all these hardwork for?
I don't think I'll emerge happy/satisfied at the end of the day.
It is sad how we are all mould into believing this shallow perspective: One's intellect and level of capability is dependent on the piles of paper qualifications that you own.
Like whoa! Seriously?
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This has been getting on my toll.
I am not going to sit for something which I am totally unprepared for.
Fuck the school, if it really is a necessity, you would have send me a letter way back in year one.
Unnecessary letters like reminding my parents to ensure I pass PP, CE Points & FYP is a waste of resources!
Bitch!
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You people need to first
1) Stop opening my letters. Don't preach me about why you can't open cause you're an elder.
2) Stop ordering me around, I am equally tired from school.
3) Understand that I'm still schooling, I need to eat, I need to destress and enjoy. Where the hell is my allowance!?
4) Understand the fine line between concern and annoyance.
If whatever happen today is a testament of how my evil doings will soon bite me back, I'm fairly remorseful.
This space cannot work it out without her.
All these are happening at the wrong timing, but this whining will not get me anywhere.
I'm strong & old enough to pull through this, I know I can.
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I'm upset at you.
Does training means more to you than this unstable emotional me?
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
"Hi Siti, good point about Sports development for your sport of Bossaball to tie up with the 3 pillars of SSC.
You were certainly well involved in the class discussions and I had high hopes for your presentation, which to my slight disappointment was about average.
I appreciate the effort you put into your RJ."
First things first, excuse me, why Siti!? Haven't I made it clear that everyone can address me as Mai instead? ):
Apart from that, which isn't my main intention for this entry...
It upsets me alot to know that I fall short of people's expectations.
Its a slap in the face that I am obviously not maximising whatever little potential I have / is left with.
I hope this friday I will come out better & stronger.
Its the final lap & its the littlest things like this that affects me alot
): I've had it about myself feeling all incompetent and inadequate.
Tsktsk.
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Torturous Tuesday (ooh alliteration!)
Apart from being in a team that lacks teamwork & cooperation, I cannot tolerate condescending looks / remarks when you barely do anything.
Hello woman, look at how you presented yourself in front of the class; stammering, jumbled up thoughts.
I had to save your ass, although my explanation wasn't as convincing as I plan it to be.
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So many things undone.
I definitely live up to the title of Procrastinator!
1) FYP Annotation for Addison
2) Read up more regarding Resilience Scale & its relation towards the given topic
3) Study & Revise. I will kill myself if I screw this up again
4) Jazz night draft email to be send to the schools
5) Sleep & rest, sleep & rest, MORE sleep & rest.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Last night I learn; the ones who are always with you do not necessarily make you happy all the time.
Yesterday made me smile & laugh with no worries lingering in my mind.
(:
I cannot wait to look through the rest of the photos.
Mr cameraman, please hurry alright?
Evil monster was vvv fierce to me yesterday.
I think its karma cause back then, I always make him help me copy physics notes(while I sleep, maybe that explains my C6 grade), do my design cut outs & etc.
But we made a trip down the gym this morning!
Yay, I can feel myself being 500g lighter woots woots!
:D
As usual I talked so much, my yacking could go on forever I tell you haha.
& okay lah I take back my words, Aziz was actually vv nice today. In fact he has always been very nice
(:
Thursday, 8th October
Raya visit to Azizah's!
Whoever tell you that visits without donning the traditional costume is only conformed for the boys/men?
Thursday morning, 8th October, too sleepy for school
The power of distraction!
Alrighty nap time!
Been up & working it out since 8am ;x
Edit//
I want to catch:
Darah
500 Days of Summer
Haeundae the Deadly Tsunami
Come on, whose with me!?
Sunday, October 04, 2009
1 butter naan, 1 cheese naan = satisfying dinner!
mmhmm!
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Timetable's out!
Gotten my chosen elective as well; hello consumer psychology!
I hope after this module, I will learn to have more empathy towards people in the sales or people to people industry.
But aye, they always get on my nerves you know, like you are paid to serve / attend to me, how can you be grouchy or indifferent? Tsktsk
But shit they should better understand me right, not the other way round? Haiya okay I am rambling in circles, this entry feels damn weird ;x ;x
Alright alright, that apart, I hope I won't be late for class.
Yesyes, I can still be late for 10am class.
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& oh I don't like it when my allowance is delayed.
Mommy don't you love me anymore?
):
Emotional Attachment
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Of all the things we never thought we could be says:
Alala sweetnye
haha
btw i think one of you need to inject some EVIL HATRED MENACING mindset into me.. because i still cannot get over XYZFIGUREITOUT
@*Y^$&#*^$T#^R^$%R&$R$R#R^$R&^^Y#F^EF
bloody hell annoying lehhhhh
dean says:
omg
u win
first step is to know ur weakness. (checked)
next
must find u a bk on how to forget ex-s
lol
Of all the things we never thought we could be says:
Eh dammit you make it sound so tragic on me
hahah
aiyahhhh idk if getting over him is a right term to use.. but i feeel damn bloody envious
HOW CAN SHE BE BETTER THAN ME!? im supposed to be the best ;x ;x
okay i should shut up
(yes i'm a champion, i'm thick skinned like that. a major wet blanket like that)
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Its been so long, yet it still lingers in my mind.
I can get over this phase.
I MUST get over this phase.
Afterall, there must be a reason why he is my past.
There must be a reason why we still hold a friendship despite it all.
If his GF were to read this, she must be gloating, because finally, I find her a threat.(for lack of a better word)
Butter Up this 20th Fifa!
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Aiseyyyyy, 20 years old or whuuuttt!
I'm sorry for possessing such selfish friendship attitude.
Ultimately, its about YOU, not her, not them.
The fact I get invited means something, no?
(yes my skin is thick like that!)
I still hope you'd had a blast & did not end up wasted nor regretful.
Mai owes you a treat cause ultimately, you're my maifaboobs the bacin lol
:D
