Thursday, November 29, 2007
Busy as a bumblebee.
Till sunday, i have activities lined up for me.
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow's Flame Awards 2007, but its only upon invitation.
I should be considered lucky, right? *shrugs*
But i don't wish to spend my friday night in school, oh man!
Yesterday's dinner with the bandmates was short&sweet.
Catched up alot during dinner, ranted our unhappiness regarding certain issues and silly squabbles along the way, accompanied with endless laughters.
It seems like eternity since i last met Winnie & Jazreel, yesterday was a good headstart.
Batches Bbq Reunion, here we comeeeee! (:
Class was in a chaos today.
The video that was circulated by Eunice disgust a majority of us to the core.
It was insane, ohmygoodness!
I nearly flipped & die while watching+ my jaw literally dropped, i bet Bear & Adorra are still in shock, close to puking.
Wtf were the people in the video thinking of man!? To think, initially it came across as some raunchy Lesbian acts
Nevertheles, roaring laughters when we re-watched and say/do silly things.
Somebody's reaction was so damn hilarious, he immediately close my laptop lid & repeatedly exclaimed wtf wtf wtf.
& when he attempted to see it again, my cardigen became the scapegoat!
Hahahaha so bloody funny & cute.
The long wait at the bus interchange was mad, in a good way that is.
Random conversation, silly+animated actions, mockery of typical minah conversation, bursting into laughters & bear hugs(not bear, the classmate).
On the flipside..
I'm not used to the presence of the new maid.
She just talks too much, unnecessary actions and they are all beginning to annoy me.
She too forces me to eat, goodness! I cannot take it either that she kept harping on the fact i eat too little. Its as if i never eat at all -.-
& i can't believe i'm sharing my Queen size bed with her.
I ain't selfish, but i hate sharing.
Especially if it obstructs my personal space and convenience.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I find this conversation with the cousin, Syirin particularly amusing.
This meanpokk dissed me cause i've been lamenting on how horrid my grades are.
Tsktsk, she's just indirectly saying she love my company & it'll be great if i'm at Indon too! ;D
Of all the things we never thought we could be says: yeahman, jangan pergi lah! LOLfaith love passion says: hahahahafaith love passion says: you eh tsktskfaith love passion says: blame your test!faith love passion says: lolOf all the things we never thought we could be says: its my last fe wtest before i end sem 2 okayyyyy! Of all the things we never thought we could be says: my grades suck this sem, zomg im so depressedOf all the things we never thought we could be says: I SO NEED TO BUCK UP! if my grades are lke last sem, i would have gone to indon pls!faith love passion says: okay must buck up!faith love passion says: you can start by paying attn during lectures and not msn-ing!faith love passion says: hahahOf all the things we never thought we could be says:Hahaha omg so mean so mean! Of all the things we never thought we could be says: but we need to de-stress / sidetrack a lil y'knw
Sunday, November 25, 2007
I woke up at
630AM today for the White Ribbon Campaign!
Yes that early on a sunday, a weekend, a day whereby i'll usually sleep in till 10AM.
The Campaign went along quite fun
(yes i mean fun, not fine) and Lixia&Insyirah was just so commical in the morning.
& yes i'm just gonna let the entry be like this.
Goodnight world!
I'm extremely agitated!
Friday, November 23, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMMYYYYY!As much as you always get on my nerves, tested my patience, forgot the idea that respect works two ways, i still love you! (:
I will never forget the hands that feed me & especially since my expenses comes from you!
Like omg think on how much i overspent each month, how my wardrobe is expanding.
I wish you perpetual blessing mummy! *HUGS*
(p/s: im sorry i had to use this picture, which was taken early this year during my uncle's remarriage.)
Okay i have to make my Year2 module selection soon.
I'm unsure if i would like to take up an elective, but the idea that i've a backup knowledge/diploma sounds pleasing.
Furthermore, the provided elective seems interesting enough.
I'm just so afraid, i won't have the time.
Year2 gonna be damn busy, i think only i would understand.
I'm craving for donuts!
Rwahhhhh! *coughs&lookstowardstheboy*
Monday, November 19, 2007
My mind's in a whirl.
I've a fucking culture&aesthetics UT tomorrow.
I dont have the fucking mood to study. Oh wait, I can't even concentrate to begin with.
I'm beginning to feel apprehensive regarding everything.
Why is it that everytime i put my heart&soul into something, it just crash & burn.
It lifted my hopes so high only to bring it down to my lowest level in the end.
Fucking cliche, but fuck! That is how things are.
Someone, enlighten me please!
I'm telling you, i give up.
I've lost all hopes in it.
Hello TB! For its you i seek solace in.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Here's what i go to school for :
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Suddenly it all become not funny anymore.
I ended the test with a very heavy heart and stared at my laptop feeling even more miserable that whatever chunk of crap i wrote previously are not at all acceptable.
I know when the results are released, i'm only gonna sink deep into depression.
I have only me, myself & i to blame - there's no one else that's gonna be disapppointed, except myself.
I seriously think its time i take education so much more seriously.
But you can't totally blame me.
Put yourself in my shoe as a year one student in fucked up Republic Polytechnic & tell me the level of interest that's in you towards certain module.
I think only enterprise + culture&aesthetics are appealing.
If not for classmates, the boy & my eagerness to start year 2, i would be giving lessons a miss.
Hoorah to classmates who never fail to crack me up, who explain certain theories to me despite my unwillingness & lazy self.
I so can't wait to get year one over & done with, albeit knowing my sem 2 GPA is gonna suck real bad. So embarassing since i've 3.4 way back in sem one.
I wouldn't want to screw 2007 cause i already did last year.
Back to schoolwork!
Thankyou merv for trying so hard in making me understand today's lesson.
Thankyou dearboy for the talk when i really needed it the most, the comforting hugs & assurance ((:
Muchlove!
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I'm still not over this incident, i so need to put this down.
Two words for Holland Village's Subway : Fuck you!
I'm baffled & enraged at them for charging me $19.30 for two meals, with only a meal having additional cheese.
Now tell me people, where is the logic behind this?
A chicken terriyaki small meal($7.90) + Roasted chicken breast small meal with additional cheese ($7.90+$0.50) = $16.30!& if we give them the benefit of a doubt that since i was given two slices of cheese = $1 additonal.
It will only cost me $17.30!
They're out to cheat my money & have zero integrity by pretending to add charges for my terriyaki chicken, cause only one sandwich has additional cheese.
Bloody fucked up i tell you!
Cashier: $19.30 Me: Huh?Cashier: $19.30!Eh moron, at least reconfirm my order lah!
Since their counter do not have a cashier with visible screen to show us how much we need to pay, they're taking it to their advantge.
Bloody fuckers i tell you!
I was too baffled to even complain cause i tried recounting the value to ensure i didn't embarass myself if i were to confront them.
& i am certain i was over-charged, they're totally out to fool me
& i'm not naive you losers, i always patronise subway, i know very well how it works.
Be fucking glad i didn't make a scene.
& take note: upgrade your bloody cashier! Customers have every right to vouch for whatever they pay for.
& your service is horrendous!
No thankyou, no smile, mixed up my vegetable order(& i had to pinpoint that out to you) & work done too hurriedly with minimal caution.
You lack of manpower, you bloody hell deal with it.
It doesn't give you the right to make my sandwich in a slipshot manner, not paying much attention to my needs!
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
[Hahaha this entry was written last night when i couldn't get to bed.
However, i was so damn tired, i forgot to post it up & the laptop's batt died]
I am seriously down with luck.
Oh wait, no no no no, the class is down with luck
The new faci is so bloody rude i tell you, she should seriously learn to listen to others.
& i hate her persistence.
Ohgod, please give me the strength cause i have nine more weeks.
I'm not an independent learner, i'll just crash&burn this module.
But i like the class rebellion towards her.
& before you people assume, we DID give her a chance.
But it seems she just brush it off even before looking into it - i really do have nothing against foreign talent.
Am not so vile please.
Dinner with Xinyi & Dean wraps up the day well.
Today was of satisfying cravings at Holland Village's Thai Express & some cooling desserts at Cold Rock!
Food was great, company was even better.
I've always loved how our conversation progresses smoothly(even the political ones), how bitchslaps would never hurt, how aptly we describe situations/people & bring roaring laughters to the place & how our love/concern are expressed rather uniquely.
Aiyah in short, they make me feel.... ME,MYSELF,MAIZURA!
Lol
Jaey jaey jaey! We miss you lah
So much to catch up on once the horrid A's are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Monday, November 12, 2007
First day of school, after a week's break!
School started out real fine, i miss the company & joy the classmates brings.
The people i work with is cool, wooooh!
Prem is funny & so am I! Lol..
& Allynn thinks i'm easily amused.
Hahahaha this was damn hilarious & comical cause she did many random actions & voice tone, just to see how receptive i am towards it.
Standard Chartered Marathon is in barely three weeks.
I'm excited cause it'll be such a challenge being a volunteer, representing RP.
I never knew handling & allocating baggage
(20,000 of them) involves so many procedures, not easy ones mind you.
Come on Standard Chartered, bring it on babyyy!
I'll conquer you & make it a lifetime experience.
Oh! After a very long time, i finally pulled myself together for a run!
I have to admit, it wasn't easy, i struggled here & there.
But i was so determined to shed of my unnecessary calories
cellulites & be healthier, i woke up earlier than usual just to run! (:
Big thankyou to the the boy who pushed me & told me to set the pace.
Running felt good, morning breeze was indeed calming, more reasons for morning runs! (:
Its 1030PM & i need to hit the sack.
I'm dead beat, i need to replenish my energy.
Am not looking forward to tomorrow at all.
I've a test on a module i totaly loathe, plus lesson on another tedious module.
Aye..
Wish me luck as i smoke my test away, pffft!
Saturday, November 10, 2007
My parents are going on a strike with me.
I've yet to receive my allowance & i'm living on my savings.
Geez, this is extremely bad.
& i must say its the first.
I seriously wonder what they're up to.
& I admit despite all these, i went for a teeny weeny bit of retail therapy & cabbing down.
& I'm not regretting it one bit cause well.. At times i hate public transport, i hate waiting & rude commuters, i'm just plain lazy ;D
That aside..
School's back on monday!
I lovelove enterprise lessons, what a good way to start the week.
& if the sister can have such an adorable & handsome son, i bet i can do better.
Muahahahaha!
& ehhh.. My house lighting quite nice uh?
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Let's see..
Today was definitely one happening, heart throbbing yet fun day! (:
It was heart throbbing+ happening cause i nearly pee in my
skinnies pants when i found out we're in deep shit.
But along the way, it came across as such an interesting first hand experience which we managed to pull through.
Wooots!
It was fun cause i smiled & laugh all day long, Bee movie too was exceptionally good for a cartoon kid flick.
It was cool too cause i was very comfortable in meeting an elder, much less conversing.
Definitely a good day compared to the other moodless and angsty day.
Okay a line up updates for you people before school starts :
- Last saturday's DXO chill out with a few classmates
- Friday's Adam's Rd & Island Creamery (Skyy's short birthday celeb)
- Long overdue Madjack& Island Creamery pictures
- Tomorrow's anticipating day out with the cousins
& somehow..
I've lost the touch to blog.
This is bad cause i reckon no one stops by to read cause it is always so mundane & full of negative thoughts.
Not to forget, i think its a little over-rated to always pen down my daily routine/controversy down here.
Nevertheless, i'll tryyyyy to keep this space alive.
At least with more visual stimulation.
Cheeers~
Monday, November 05, 2007
I hate this one week break.
I'd rather go back school.
I don't mind draining my brain cells.
& im bloody stupid.
I post my fredflare details on LJ wrongly!
Cheebong, im screwed okay!
Now ive to redo everything & im fucking moodless.
But i dont have a choice.
Rwaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Friday, November 02, 2007
Just what is it do you want from me!?
You have issues, you confront & settle it with me.
You don't question me back! I can easily do that, we can do that forever, sitution will never change!
I'm not forcing you to come back & i do not even want you to feel obliged in doing so.
I'm tired of asking & not getting answers in return.
I have my limits cause if heroes have the fucking right to bleed, why can't I?
You're not the only one who can be upset about this!
I am torn between two choices & coming to a final decision is not easy afterall.
I'm feling very vexed right now cause i can't seem to please both party at one go.
You don't tell me something the day before & expect another from me the next day.
I feel super helpless that i can't rational my decision & weigh their importance.
The other means so much more to me, however......
On a lighter note, i haven't sat down with Charlene, Sam & Jerry during breaks for the longest time ever.
Although today was short, it felt damn good.
I miss those days, but somehow when more is present, it wouldn't feel the same.
I feel so light laughing at Food Haven just now.
It just gives me memories of last time.
Plus it feels nice to suddenly see Sairi,give him a whack & short chat.
Now who says i don't miss you people? I do! ((:
Back to schoolwork.
My mind is occupied & i don't think i am able to concentrate & contribute in today's lesson.
Gahhhhhhhhh!
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Editor's note: Overdue heavy images of W45M & long entry up ahead.
Happy Belated Birthday Eileen & CS! ((:
Continue to light up the class with your laughter, silly antics & constructive ideas during lesson time.
We love you both! ((:
Good luck Eileen for Bowling Pol-Ite!
The day was filled with roaring laughtes.
Endless camwhoring moments.
Panicking on whether to surprise them during second/first break.
Confetti & party sprays cheap thrills.
Loads of fun & sincere birthday celebration from the bottom of our hearts.
While preparing, Allynn, Mary & Myself hyped ourselves up a lil bit.
Teasing Bear, running to cameras, Chetan crashing into our pictures.
Not perfect, but this is definitely our personal favourite. Esp mine! ((:
Bear definitely make us burst into laughter & "omg" when he showed us this picture which was taken by him on purpose.
Hilarious shit!
& this reminds me of jingjing being able to piggyback me!!!!!!!
Maiz,Jingjing,Mary! (:
So much in common, yay! & yes she's the one that piggybacks me.
& another favourite. *sings to : Mary oh mary my lover*
Short & Sweet! Three cheers to petite people like us! Haha!
Mary & Adorra!
Eunice & Adorra! Body art fan - eunice! & definitely my second friend in the class (:
Subway fan - adorra! The first friend in class, we could totally click.
W45M!
Incomplete(missing ones: JohnPaul, Insyirah, Eunice,Ahmad) yet picture perfect!
Wasn't in the mood for lesson today cause my mind was totally shut.
Ms Melanie is a great tutor, in fact the best by far.
However, her module & myself just can't click well.
I would love to concentrate so much more & give my best, but it's just so hard.
I hope my contribution today(towards the end of the lesson) is a first step to appreciating the module.
To give my all as much as the module test my patience.
The week has been great so far, both academically & personally.
He has been very attentive towards me lately, very understanding, I greatly appreciate that. *tighthug*
& holidays are coming next week! ((:
Much more personal time + quality time with Him, a well-deserved break from hectic school, catch up on sleep, dinner with xinyi(that's if MST gives her the time), meetup with Juzailah & a teeny weeny bit of shopping!
Alright people, till here..
More updates i promise.
With love,
