Sunday, July 10, 2011
Have grown too emotionally attached & dependent on him to an extent that this 5 days Phuket Trip is such a drag
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I/we have survived 7 days Melbourne, 3 days Genting, 3 days KL, 5 days Bandung + Jkt. So why not now right?
At least I was able to send him off & meet his wicked funny bunch of St Pat's guys!
& I was the one who suggested this post ORD trip before he source for a proper job / further education haha so I have no rights to feel sad nor a tad empty, right?
K la jealoussssssss too because I gave them ideas on the list of activities to do there incl para sailing & atv ride while I'm stuck here in Singapore with tuition assignments.
He better comes back with my favvvvvvv Thailand Phuket pancakes! *yumyum
Monday, July 04, 2011
Always fighting for quality time & I always end up at the losing end.
This is tough, tougher than I imagined it to.
As if distance isn't enough to irritate me, this unspoken rule of restriction just have to rub in.
Why wasn't it like this back then? Why is it like this only after I've pledged a certain level of commitment?
Cannot help but think back if I made the right decision 2 weeks back.
I am certain tough times like this won't last, yes?
If I can deal with this, then I'm all set for every other issue.
Cheyyy #mcmfaham #selfassurance
& I want to go Phuket la kepala pisangggggg
