Saturday, January 29, 2011
I cannot put this across in any way that is less crude..
January you are so fucked up!
I need you to hurry come to an end & not influence my other months
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Until I can sort the messed up me, imma disappear from here & from everyone else.
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Acquaintance > Trusted friend + good times > Acquaintance (again) on a new awkward level.
Mampos mampos mampos I never thought I'll experience such a transition.
p/s: you don't like this you better say it out. I do not appreciate hints from social networking site. You expect me to comprehend them?
Where got time bro, where got time!
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I barely had 2 hours of sleep on Thursday night.
Last night I fell asleep at 3odd while penning down my reflection + what's app-ing Hafiz.
I've been up since 830am, something is obviously wrong with me
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Awkward turtle
Sunday, January 16, 2011
This "closure" wasn't like how I expected it to be.
Awkward turtle huhuhu.
This is what I hate about misunderstandings & expectations in a friendship.. The end product is always so awkward despite it looking fine on the surface.
You will never get back what you once experience & treasure
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It seems like this year is slowly downsliding.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
You know there are days where you just know you won't pull through the week?
Or there are days when you just feel like disappearing from everyone despite the promises you made?
Or there are days where you can't help but to continue expecting even when you are fully aware that should have come to a stop.
You know what?
This ongoing week fits all of the above mentioned.
I feel like... Giving up & throwing this away.
A year.
Sunday, January 09, 2011
So what?
2010 has definitely been a challenging year for me & you have no idea how much I wanted it to come to an end.
I amaze myself in going through the motions & eventually turn into a hopeless emotional wreck.
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It's been a week into 2011 & it has been progressing well.
I like how this starts off on a really really bright note (:
I'm not sure how long this positivity will last but I'll just accept it till it decides to screw up.
& I forged friendships with people that I least expected myself to.
In all honesty, I enjoy their company & protection (for lack of a better word). Maybe it's a blessing in disguise? They are slowly teaching me not to be too quick in judging. I'll probably be much happier if I quit judging.
Hmmmm...
