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KBSM
Sunday, January 31, 2010

KBSM; I will never trade you for anything else in the world.
KBSM
kbsm2
We are all equally baffled, disappointed & upset.
But so long as there's room for forgiveness, everything else is secondary.
To the dearest girl(I know we are no longer as close as compared to the childhood days),
I hope you can pull through this darkest part of your life.
I love you still, cousin!
Ultimately, I hope you'll find back that strength & happiness!



Friday, January 29, 2010

"It's funny how we always find ourselves wanting to run back to the ones we used to love, for some reason, thinking it would work out differently the second time"
- runaway train
Honey, the truth hurts
(:



dental woes
Wednesday, January 27, 2010

For the first time in 9 months I actually hate dental
))):
OMG HATE IT TO THE MAX!
Dr Audrey tortured me so badly that I flinched (too many a time) & cried!
YES OMG CRYBABY TIMES TEN PLEASEEEEE
))):
But it was so bad, I had no other avenue.
Dr Audrey was surprised at my sudden drop in threshold level cause usually I am very calm about it & has no complaints.
Sigh!
Beauty has a price to pay, but today was too much okay!
>:(




Monday, January 25, 2010

I miss my favourite boys
):
fav boys 2
fav boys



Sunday, January 24, 2010

Mom just warned me against buying anymore clothes cause my wardrobe's bursting!
But why is it that I always have to worry on what to wear to school?
Weird much, hmmmm.
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I am mega broke right now.
No idea what the hell I spent on
>:
I wanna head down Haji to buy a dress!
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Hidayah wants to keep a sotong as a pet!
HAHAHAHA creativity at its best, me likeyy!
:D
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Nasi Lemak for 2 consecutive mornings.
Confirm I will grow into a fat blob
):
+ the house has no home cooked food for the past one week or so!
+ the mom didn't stock on any junk for me to snack on
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Oh oh I smell politics in KBSM.
Shan't elaborate cause I actually know nuts about it.




You girls were right.
By agreeing, I am instilling hope for the other party.
By agreeing, I am allowing mouths to spatter.
By agreeing, I am discovering how boys are able to bitch & gossip to their highest ability. (ugghh thinking about it makes me so mad. how about you direct the attention into honing your skills!)
But then again..
I love the attention.
I am amiable by nature, I see nothing wrong with that.
My intentions are clear, my conscious is free.
How now brown cow?
):
p/s: babygirl & hidayah, I am not upset at you. never were okay? (: love you tons




dance
Thursday, January 21, 2010

Ohmygollygoodness!
Dance was wicked awesome yet tiring!
I found out that its a weakness that I can never ever nail!
):
2 hours of technique felt like forever, I wanted to die cause everything was so fast paced!
& I've never stretched nor twirl (super uglily may I add) so much in my entire life!
Thanks to Elle for she is so patient & sweet, yay!
(:
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Hi Nat A & Cheeyang, hope today didn't kill you!
<: <:
& Cheeyang, you didn't laugh at me yay yay!
Epic moment of the day: Running for the seat at KFC!
HAHAHA IN YOUR FACE TWO UGLY GIRLS! Stupid bitch thought I couldn't see what she commented. I ain't stupid I could read your lips haa!
Next friday shall be as awesome as this!
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Okay time to hibernate & let my body rest cause it is falling apart real soon!
Tomorrow I shall walk like a penguin!
Byeeee all! <:



Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Of all the things we never thought we could be says:
not to bad, i guess?
haha
awesomely awesome. says:
yeah so?
i mean we're going to school to learn aren't we
haha
to get better at it..
-
Well, true that!
But do you think they care?
All they want is seeing you up there, before taking you in. So that they can further stretch that potential of yours!
I am definitely far from being up there, so my dreams is already 50% shattered
);
I hate how this rigid education system is taking its toll on me.
My academic inclination may only be average, but I have so much more skills & experience!
But does it matter? No it doesn't! No one gives two fuck about it, unless..
a) I am poor Struggling financially. Beneficiaries sees the potential in me & decided to help me out
b) I am thick skinned enough to head down the school & prove my worth! But then again, how many of them even bother?




Monday, January 18, 2010

Weewoos!
I'm so glad fyp is gonna be over real soon!
I've never edited a report so much in my entire life!
& neither have there been a drive to continue doing it till 5am!
I'm impressed with myself , pleaseeeeeeee!
Time to party like a rockstar now ^^
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Oh tongseng has gross food, where do all the rave come from?
Hi bestfriend, we are never eating there again even if the noises from our stomach is good enough to kill!
& thank you for waiting for over an hour, you is ze besssssssssssstt :D
But I hate your surprise though it comes in handy >: >:
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OhhhhhMmmmmmGeeeeee!
hot dress omg
The dress is fucking hot, I want!!
+ I am digging her accessories!
This whole image is; To.Die.For.



Friday, January 15, 2010

Aiman thinks he is a joke.
"Eh you see ah. Its not like my report isn't complete. It is just missing a toe, fingers, some patches of hair. In essence, its a body. No meh? True what! Ahh like frankenstein like that"
Omg whuttttt!
I am laughing like mad with Lynnette now!
What an analogy tsktsk.
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Oh meet lynnette!
M: Huhhhhhhhhhh
L: Why are you moaning!
M: That is not moaning damn it! That's whining or sighing
Hahaha, kill me naoooooooo!




UGGGH OMG I WANT TO KILL W!
>:( x104474646
STUPID BOY OMG UGGGH!
-
Edit at 520pm//
Omg its been barely a week & we're fighting
Wtf seriously wtf! Its not even my fault.
Ggrrrrrrrr hidayah aku nak bunuh diri uh gini
)):



Friday, January 08, 2010

Exhausted to my bones!
I can just die right here right now
):
& my chest was hurting so badly in the morning, I thought that was gonna be the end of me. No kidding!
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School hasn't been fantastic & I wouldn't say the cliche; School sucks.
Cause its only the two entities that drain us; Modules & FYP.
Please for goodness sake, figure out that fine line / grey matter!
Oh my test & daily grades are disappointing rather.
What's new, Ikr! But I can't seem to stop ranting cause my efforts never ever bear fantastic results!
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Okay sleep time!
Open house + people watching & FYP tomorrow!
One more week, ohmyfuckinggod, not funny at all
>:
Thank god for D, major lifesaver yay me (+the team) love youuuuu!



Monday, January 04, 2010

HI ALL!
:D Okay I'm very hyper right at this moment!
Please don't mind me.
Anyway, after Graduation I want to:
- Dance (shut up, I am never too old for this)
- Travel to Europe (daddy still owes me one)
- Pick up fencing again
- Shop till I hyperventilate
- Redecorate my room
- Fly up Abg Fahmy's plane (!!!!!!!!!)

But before all this, I need to go all out for this final push.
I must graduate, I need to enter a university.
No offence, but I don't wish to enter SIM.
): All my life, I've been entering mediocre schools & it is not something I am proud of.
If the cousins (even my sister!) can be part of established institutions, why can't I?
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When I grow up, I want two kids.
I want them to get the best education any kid can dream of.
Have opportunities to learn & try something different.
It doesn't matter if they are jack of all trades, master of none. At least they get to try their hands on it. A skill can never die off, it will just rust.
This is an inspiration from Aunty Rose family! (although now the boys are master of one acitivity)
I wanna live in a cluster housing property, just like Aunt Shikin's The Shaughnessy!
I want my husband to listen & allow me to make decisions as well.
He must love me even when I am at the peak of my angsty & grouchy self.
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All too frivolous & pretentious?
I don't think so! & you people need to stop saying: Aiyah your dad will sponsor.
20 years down the road, he wouldn't! Hello, money don't roll in for him for like eternity!
But I will still remain a princess
:D




& Who me?
MAIZ
It all depends on the way you rub me.
But I'd take the ends of pocky biscuit over the flavoured ones & type with only two fingers!

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