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Monday, January 30, 2006

i'm back . finally .

the family bbq chalet cum birthday celebration was a total bomb . we all enjoyed ourselves and never fail to get super high lah ! (: not forgetting the finger licking good bbq food and side dishes . plus the sinful chocolatey birthday cake . i swear i am going to get fat at the rate i am going . pampering myself with tooo much goood food is no good , serious . and the 100+ snapshots that we took throughout the entire chalet .

ahh , i am at a loss of what to blog . i am drained out and need ample of rest and sleep . BYE !
(:

oh did i mention i can't wait for friday ? cam-whoring and crazy time with shaminah my babe . bitchy time with my precious yet super bitchy jaryl + dean . my ogling over hotties , hyperventilation and gossiping with xinyi . my bimbotic time and bitching with my dearest bimbotic audrey ! (:



Thursday, January 26, 2006

i finally managed to catch ; I Not Stupid Too . this movie is highly recommended . but pls be prepared to spare some tissue to comfort yourself . there were many occasions whereby my eyes simply moisten and soon tears start rolling down .

i shall not feed you people the details of the story . but somehow what was shown truly depicts the conflicts and misunderstanding between parents and us ; teenagers itself . it was just so heartwrenching yet touching and enlightening . (: i shall not talk much to keep the show in suspense . trust me , the 8 bucks you spend on the show is seriously worth it . not to forget the hilarious parts in the beginning .

i just would like to quote some words from the show itself ;

" choose that angel side in you and let it surface . "
" family ? you know what it stands for ? Father And Mother I Love You " (:
" choose to concentrate and appreciate on one's talent instead of flaws . tell me when was the last time you praised your children ? "



Wednesday, January 25, 2006

its already the 25th january 2006; a wednesday . oh man , how time flies and its going to be february soon .

the date is drawing near . very near in fact . O's results will be released in 2 weeks time , 6th feb to be precised . i am not feeling confident at all . somehow this anxiety is seriously killing me . i screwed prelims up totally and its something i dare not look upon . i wouldnt want history to repeat itself . who would anyway ? ):

i remember vividly those times whereby i'll study for my major papers with dean and jaryl at JE library . though at times our attention is easily diverted , i did learnt and covered a lot of stuffs . there was even a point of time whereby all i did was to concentrate and continue mugging . they did push me to work harder and believe ni myself . they did make me laugh . there were also times whereby i'll meet up with mr koh at pioneer mall with farah and gang to clear our doubts on physics . attempted god knows how many other school prelim paper . breaking our fast outside most of the time . panicking each time we finally realised the importance of physics and realised how much we actually suck at it . lastly , those mugging days in pjc . (: i'll come and complete my pure and math revision in the school canteen from morning to early evenings . those tracks which bring serenity and concentration . those laughters in between our mugging session with dean , leedeeya , rez and jaryl .


i've given mybest yet i feel that it will just turn out all wrong . i have a premonition that somehow its going to be a catastrophe . i know i'm being such a pessimist , but i can't help it . i seriously can't . i've made lots of sacrifices during the O's period , yet i dont think i'll be able to get what i've always dreamed for . it just sucks when what you actually deserve you can't have it . goodbye SAJC . worst still , goodbye PJC .


rahh . i hate this feeling . its definitely not moodswing . its not getting any better either . tell me how frustrating and nerve-racking can this get ? ):



Monday, January 23, 2006

shopping never fails to cheer me up . in fact shopping is a girl's bestfriend ! (:

hitting town with juzailah never fail to end blissfully . it wasn't a very long day spend together , but it indeed worn us out . i pampered myself and bought a zara top and a denim skirt! (: lunch at sakura was funnaeh ! laughters never fail to fill the restaurant .

after my last O level paper , i finally managed to meet fazilla ! oh man . i miss her totally . from her boy craze to being a chatter box to being very outspoken and suggestive . xD we met up with her after her work and settled down in coffee bean . we did make a mess out of coffebean and laugh to our hearts content . (: short day spend with my lovable and treasured classmates , yet it'll be one day i'll never forget (:

much love ..



Sunday, January 22, 2006






i dont feel like blogging recently . my aunt together with her toddlers came over my house today . its so fun to see how cute and cranky toddlers or small kids can get . (: i had a fun time with them and my aunt corny behaviour and actions . and i realise , Darin loves ice cos she keep asking for more so that she can suck and she love to throw pillows . xD the above are pictures of Darin . so sorry but the other loathes having her picture taken .

oh yes . tomorrow another shopping day with juzailah ! (:



Friday, January 20, 2006

time spent yesterday with the spoilt brat girlfriend ; juzailah was totally awesome . (: memoirs of geisha was a little draggy initially but was indeed good and enlightening . not to forget our bitching time . and the indulgence at haagendazs esplanade ! (: yummylicious thou its calories are sinful xD and also how much we felt its time people learn how to appreciate and enjoy life . put behind the past and start afresh . (: working and leaving you in a crange will not help .

today cca selection wasn't that well done . i'm a little disappointed but well , i did enjoyed myself with the other graduants . (: took a couple of photos and we seem to open up a lot and also go around criticising! and and , finally i get to see my dearest ms sim! oh man , i miss her totally . we chatted and catch up a lot . she is still as cute and lively as ever . i miss those chem lessons . and good news , the turtle ; eddie lau will be a father soonn . congrats! i know the exuberantians prayers works . xD



Monday, January 16, 2006

i finally managed to catch family stone ! (: it was seriously a show with great story plot which expects you to anticipate . nice and worth it . hmmm and some parts of it was rockingly funnaeh !

i hit town again today . after school , i meet up with xinyi for lunch . we dine in at cineleisure pastamania since she was sort of craving for it . i love the pasta there and its superbly quick service . not to forget the 30% student discount . haha! pastamania has always been my love , so yeah . though we didnt spend much time walking in town as we were rather tired , i somehow find today a rather fruitful day . weird .. oh well (:



Friday, January 13, 2006

some people are just too judgemental and chose to go around telling people what others have to say about her . every action has a reaction .

look here! i need not work out on by biasedness cos i do not see the need . furthermore i'm rather obstinate , learn to live with it . i am not affected by whatever you said and i definitely do not see the need to call others a bitch . look whose wanting attention here ? whose the one pouring out profinities , condemning others and calling others a bitch and an asshole ? if you know others accept you for who you are and you have many others out there who likes you , why bother about what i said ? at the very least it shouldn't affect you . i hope this hit the nail on your head . if it doesn't , scratch it . (:

nothing much happened lately and i do not see the need to blog everyday , often rather . sad to say , the standard of the band is at a worrying stage with pampered juniors . rahh .. i hope many realise this dream of soaring to greater heights . i'm willing to sacrifice and coach , i hope they are willing to make more effort and not be too dependent . rahhhh .. thank god there's another family gathering tmr . open house rather . i'll be able to be all wacky and euphoric . (:



Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Island of pioneerock

well , the above stated was definitely one orientation i would never forget . an orientation which bond me with a variety of people and allowed me to somehow experience the JC life and its unity . (:

monday's orientation campfire was a total bomb ! despite the long hectic hours up till 9+ at night , i didn't at the very least felt exhausted nor frustrated . in fact , somehow i wished the orientation would last longer , like njc ? up till this coming friday . xD

the wet games ; which include water bombs was a total bomb ! we had fun screaming , running , cheering and got sprayed by the water hoses . myself and audrey was super excited in getting veryveryvery wet but got ourselves a little wet . but one of the OGL , sprayed the hose at us while we're simply yacking at the tracks . HAHA ! (: and he got the cheek to give us a wink and some stupid cheeky smile . whatever your name is ; thanks ah .

clan time wasn't as mundane as i expected . in fact it was one of the few havoc moments on monday . audrey , xinyi , myself , dean , jaryl , sexy leedeeya and jorge helped jeanette with her spade and as usual we dissed and bitched alot . the seniors finally realised how much we're a little prejudiced against jeanette and felt that helping her to do a spade was a good enough effort . and my god ! her robe looks more like a menstural stained robe than pebble from flinstone's robe ! xD it was too messed up and the colour combinations so do not match !

but on a lighter note , the car wasn't badly done and managed to cover thopse hideous patches up . LT4 was an avenue for everyone to snap as many pics . (: and sattish was a great cameraman ! HAHA . and oh this is where the fun part came . everyone had to go for their height and weight and we stayed behind . we made such a secne on the temporary stage ! we danced ; fundance to our hearts content ! (: oh boy was it superduper fun and amazing ! xD we even sang and had some drama mama time . LOL . weisheng our keala clan master was kinda perplexed over that certain hype in us . and i guess i should mention this : sattish you're a great dancer who can seriously shake ! xD i'm serious . just in case you're unsatisfied with my ; yes lah yes lah and giggles . (:

campfire was simply splendid . dean did a great job as a pioneer graduant in guiding keala clan to its usual hyper and bombastic attitude . girlfriend , you did it ! (: somehow the experience could never be expressed thru words . the bond , the screaming , the holding of hands during chicken dance , the HEEHIP bitchy us , the screaming , the cam-whoring sessions , the bimbotic dance i had with audrey bimbo , the constant cheering and singing was one hell of an experience . (: somehow the pj anthem , catepillar walk up till the stage and pj studen't creed made me teared a little , without anyone realising . its great to somehow feel part of another school , knowing so much about it and be thankful for the wonderful bond and friends you've made . PJC did make me feel welcomed and true enough i declare ;

THE 6TH ORIENTATION ; ISLAND OF PIONEEROCK A SUCCESS ! (: HEE HIP !

audrey : my dearest bimbotic desperate housewife partner ! you were awsome and totally my type . it was amazing how much i could seriously click with you and share so many experiences and bitchy time together . i love each time we danced and groove to the beat of fundance and somehow find it even more fetch than clubbing ! haha ! not to worry , we'll have our BF time again . the ending of orientation will not be a barrier for us to bond and have some bitchy talk . meow .. (:

jorge : hey you ! i know you'll read this . thanks for being my constant hyper guy friend . your corny attitude made everyone smile and laughed . indeed you were very suggestive ; in a good manner . andand , the photo that we took was gorgeous . nice orientation of the pic . (:

xinyi : girl ! i've expressed everything out on the day itself , thanks for everything . and may ws , be a part of you . pull your guts together and trust your innerheart . at times , agreeing with your conscience isn't wrong . you go girl ! (: you have my fullest support . muahh !

dean : hey girlfriend ! despite your super bitchy attitude i appreciate your presence in crashing into keala OG 19 ! true enough everyone appreciate your effort and the spontaneous YOU ! you do live up to the name of being a pj graduant . you make a great fundance partner with your moves although you bitch more than you dance . haha ! (: nice time on monday .. we failed to dedicate to veron ; HEEHIP ! xD >3 my bitchy poserfied dean . heh

jaryl : hey badak ! oh man .. i've enjoyed myself so much before . you did make yourself part of keala 19 ! we did have a lot of fun . i know i may be super bitchy at times , but hey i still love my badak okay ! who doesn't ? haha .. it was great to have you screaming and dancing with us . HEEHIP shall be our trademark thanks to dean . and i love the pj pe shirt . heh , now i got more things to boast about . xD funfunfunfunfunfunfunfun time ! (: heehip for KEALA !

leedeeya : omg sexy ! you were oh so open and havoc , better den i expected you to be . your fundance was a total bomb , making everyone love it . (: of course , keala OG19 welcome you wholeheartedly and you did helped us out alot . just like my bitchy dean , you live to the name of pjc graduant ! (: our wacky time during chicken dance and that thing you do was ecstatic ! totally .. andand , we'll have our tennis day out soon ..

peiwen : MY DEAREST AND SWEETEST OGL ! (: thanks a lot for guding me thruout the orientation and opening up a lot . you did bond the keala OG19 together and make us feel as one . not to forget , helping me with my eyecandy . heh . but i appreciate and treasure you more . best wishes for your upcoming A levels and make keala OG19 proud . we believe in you peiwen !





Thursday, January 05, 2006

the hp bill shoot up again . there dad goes nagging and yacking . he claimed i talk more den a businessman and that its unfortunate for him to have a talkative daughter . one that's a spendthrift too ! bahh ! =/ andand he said he will change the plan if this continues . he always says this ; but to no action . but mom warned me not to take advanatge of this . oh whatever . i just love talking and sms-ing can ? xD


and i love today! crashing at PJC totally rocks ! (: the people there are superduper fun . esp og 19 ; kiela ! i lovelovelove them . we could seriouly get along and i somehow i felt a part of them . they seemed to forget that i was a crasher ; not a pioneer student . the ogl peiwen and huishan are nice and bubbly girls ! xD they even told me to crashed more often and love seeing the amiable and bubbly side of me .

AUDREY. she's my bimbotic desperate housewife partner ! xD we just got to knoe today but we could seriously click . she's just so bimbotic , loud and hyper ! my type ; totally ! (: we got all hyper and bimbotic and went ; yeah baybeh yeah . LOL . and she burst into laughter when i went : its alright . there's 3 guys audrey ; fair share babe! (: and she said i'm worst . haha . my desperate housewife rocks and somehow has dean bitchy attitude . ggrrr . even the cat actions . wth ! she told me to crash often ; and surely i would . its great knowing someone who is seriously like you . and she was sweet enough to give me a big tight hug before we part !

but on the other hand , games was super fun . the let's get loud mass dance rocked totally ! (: omg i mastered it and just could not put it in words . somehow i guess being crasher do rock . i'm just too tired to explain it all . i'll never forget today definitely . from cheers , to bonding , to laughters , to screaming , to holding hands and to oogling over hot guys . (: and to seeing the yellow pole dancer being striped right till the bottom . LOL xD

i so adore my red keller odac guy ! (:
i'm envious over how smart my sweet and charismatic yellow pole dancer is ! (:



Monday, January 02, 2006

yesterday gathering / reunion dinner was one hell of a fun time ! (: we ate alot , laughed and took lots of pics ! the ice-cream cake and chocolate birthday cake was finger licking good and tantalize our tastebuds totally !

natasha , me , putri and abg effi went super high and bonkers in the car while sending kak shiela ! we blasted the radio full blast and practically scream and sang ; because of you ! we screamed , laughed and went relatively bonkers . it got worst when abg was parking the car and my humps came abt . we screamed , sang and even danced to it . HAHA ! shake the butt and smack it smack it . xD


and oh ! i hit town with xinyi today . on our journey home we wondered how come sex is legal at the age of 16 and marriage at the age of 18 . we wondered and came out with lots of reasonings and receive a million stares . xD lol . and because of that , we recaped biology and the human body . HAHA ! we got damn high and laughed our assses off . andand , erection came about and was the main talk of our conversations . xD and for those who thought the condom was placed before you do anything ; you are wrong ! erection must take place only den can u place your condoms and have your pleasures ! no erection ; nono condoms . no blood oozing out of your penis when you're horny den to the vagina . no insertion , no baby okay ? (: and those who thought condoms are rubbery and elastic , it isn't very . haha !

bloody hell , i'm super high today ! shit man cos its already midnight . -screams-



Sunday, January 01, 2006

2006 has finally arrived .
2005 has been a rocky road for me . i wouldn't want to mention it in here , but on a lighter note , there are times whereby i was all smiling in glee and laughed as if there's no tommorow . (: may this yr be a better year for me ? i hope so .

unfortunately , i did not spend my countdown with the twin ; illysa! ): but whatever it is , we've promised to spend time together . instead i met up with faliq and friends and hit town at night . bloody hell , town was super packed , chaotic and was somehow getting me on my nerves . and oh , i met shane and his cannot make it gf at wisma again ! (: its been only a week , yet i've seen and bumped onto him twice ! (: you can never imagine how irritated xinyi was when i called and told her about it . this is what i call ; fate .


yet again i slept only at 4 am today . i had a roaring gd time laughing and talking with xinyi on the fone from 2.45-4 am .

will be having our usual annual family gathering and reunion dinner at granny house today . i just do not know what to wear . this annual gathering / reunion would mean that i will eat and indulge even more and i'll get even fatter ! ): what the hell .. and to make things worst , my laptop wireless is super screwed ! arggh!




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