Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I cringed as I looked through my grades.
Recently, I have been trying. But I don't seem to reap what I sow, do you understand?
Is it me who is indifferent or am I really that incompetent for class?
Besides a sprained ankle, I am ready to wake up in a few hours time with swollen eyes.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
You know what makes my blood boil today?
When you put in effort & people blame you for disappearing.
People sarcastically implied that you are not doing your allocated task.
Fuck you man!
It can't be helped that she's very enthusiastic about this whole event.
She chased people for details & poke her nose in every nitty gritty detail, on her own accord!
I did my part, those damn superficial dudes refuse to reply me, how much can I do?
Monday, October 20, 2008
Urrghh!
WAY.TOO.CUTE.(!!!!!!!!!)
How to resist!?
Today I made myself known to the Food Haven Munchie Stall, auntie.
Second break I ordered: 6 sets of $1.50 muah ji & 3 cupcorns!
3 hours later, after school, I ordered: 2 sets of $2 muah ji & 4 cupcorns!
Are we greedy big appetite sports kids or what!? :D
Sunday, October 19, 2008
What if you finally realized this patience doesn't pay off.
What if you hold on to this fine thread of hope & soon after, naivety shook you saying that, that particular fine thread was what broke you.
What if one day you woke up, seeing that being happy, finally turns into a societal norm.
What if you chase something for a long time, as close as it seems to be, unfortunately, seems to be the entity that's driving you away from what you/we could have become.
What if you found out the other party liked seeing you, being submerged in his contradictions.
What if it doesn't hurt to be trapped in between two & make the best out of both world.
What if you had taken a different approach in life, would this circle be the same.
What if, these never ending what ifs, always stand as; What If?
The past few chats, triggered me in doing this.
& so, what if?
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Like O-M-G! With font 42, capital O!
Do we have unfortunate fate or what?
Or are my eyes just too quick to spot?
Woo!
Monday, October 13, 2008
If only I had been more proactive, the production wouldn't have been very screwed up.
I'm ashamed I broke down in front of so many people.
I'm ashamed I'm a leader / committee member that lacks professionalism.
However, what's sweet was, everyone encouraging words & hugs.
I had Asri who suddenly came from the back & gave me a very tight hug (:
I think that was sweet & funny cause he went: its hari raya, so sedih to see you cry. aaaahhh(his expression of a tight hug)
Rawr hotstuff, Hidayah, Shimin, Shereen, Ain - nothing beats those hugs, wiping away my tears & words of encouragement (:
I know Reflections 08 gonna be tougher, but we're macho gorgeous girls! woots!
That aside,
I think today I clocked in one of the best timings for running!
Yes I know I only did 4 out of my supposedly 6 / 7 rounds, but still..
The timing's an improvement!
I find joy running on that synthetic blue track.
What's amazing is that, my train of thoughts never fail to gush through the mind as I run against the wind.
That feeling. I love.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
My body don't feel right, I think I'm feeling under the weather.
I haven't been running for two weeks.
Hi dean, if you're reading this - we need to stop procrastinating our running regime!
Our collective calories gotta be shed!
I need to get whatever intrinsic/extrinsic motivation back for school.
I hate how incompetent I feel in class, how my grade is such an eyesore.
My current GPA will not land me in any university.
Like hello, if others are so determined, why can't I!?
& I need to stop being all cranky!
Who likes it!? Even I hate it when others throw tantrums/ be very cranky at me, what makes me think others will like it?
Monday, October 06, 2008
Ohmygollygoodness!
I don't know which smartass arranged my crumpler upside down & when I pull it out to take my calculator, everything dropped smacking on my darn face & chin!
MY DRIVING BOOKS, PAPER PEOPLE NOTEBOOK, ANNA SUI POUCH & PONSTAN PILLS LANDED STRAIGHT ONTO MY FACE! YES THEM CONSIDERABLY HARD OBJECTS WITH SHARP EDGE!
Bloody hell painful to the max.
Urrrrghh!
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Festive Season is all about foooodddddd!
Awesome malay delicacies which I'll only eat once in a while! (:
Not forgetting various kuihs and chips which makes snacking so delightful? lol
Since Dad is out of town, first day was Paternal side's gathering over at my house!
Had other distant relatives coming over up till 1130 pm.
I have tonnes of photos, what's new right?
I'm not sure where to start.
For now, I'll provide you some sneak previews on the first day!
Incomplete family portrait - missing Dad.
