Sunday, February 12, 2006
holy shit . i snapped at so many people again today . i was perfectly fine in the morning as i've learn to cope and come to contacts with reality , until some shitass have to be super irritating and insensitive .
oh great . she got a portfolio done with help from the bitch principal , the oblivion and useless form teacher and biased moodswings lit teacher of mine . just because you wanted so much to get where you wanted , you go around
sucking up to him ; your so called daddy in school . how childish and immature . and to the extent of the highest priorities helping you . fuck it man . you
earn what you deserve having , you bitch ! i know deep inside you must be disappointed that your english was a freaking B3 ! you're on the same par as me and everyone else . you failed to stand out . you failed to secure an A1 . you failed to top the school in english . which lead you failing to secure a place in mass comm ? ha . you deserve this , i swear . tell me how much have you worked hard to deserve such a grade . have you put in your heart and soul just like shida who rose from a D7 in english to a B4 !? which is simply a grade below yours and mine . you go around saying ; i can do it one lah . english has always been my forte . sadly the results failed to convey what you have been constantly preaching .
even if i am contented with my results , i would still be writing this entry . and why ? cos i realised its time you learn to be independent , stop being complacent and learn to earn what you've been yearning for . it doesn't come just like that . come on .. till when will you seek help from that man ? enough said ..
