Sunday, February 19, 2006
yesterday's birthday celebration was total bash! i laughed so much till my face got all red and my stomach hurts a little bit . apparently i didn't eat much , how ironic .
its nice to see how closely bonded the entire paternal family is . (: i dont remember seeing any other family being this close and happy . we have birthday celebrations / party / bbq / reunion dinner like every other time . for a moment i guess i am thankful and glad to be part of them . and how much can i not love my cousins who never fail to make me laugh and smile whole heartedly . (: <333
but fuck . my
own family was being a total bitch after everything ended . i hate this . damn it . i couldn't do much but only to sleep my worries away last night . fuck . i am so immuned to this pain that i couldn't care less .
i'll post pictures some other time as i have yet to upload them .
pardon me for the excessive profanities recently .
