Monday, June 26, 2006
Its not that i do not want to open up .
Its simply beacuse i can't seem to .
What makes you think i very much want to suppress it all inside ?
What makes you think this masquerade is such a fun thing to do afterall .
& what makes you think opening up has become an option and not a decision ?
Something i badly wanted to do .
Its so subtle yet it hit me so hard .
It has this exasperating kind of feel .
Gosh , i hate having to start the week badly .
I hate it when a simple conversation is the perfect thing to bring me down so badly .
