Tuesday, January 16, 2007
I loathe each time my period comes .
No , not because i'm restricted in my activities nor having to eat my medication thrice a day .
Its because of the excruciating pain that i've to go thru & how much water retention/water weight gain i experienced , making the whole body feels heavy & bloated .
( plus mom thinks i look as if i'm having a baby inside , tsk! ) & if you think that isn't bad enough , how about each time i bend down / attempt to do sit ups ; i can hear the squishing sound of water in my stomach ! ):
& i dont find joy in hearing them thou previosuly the cousin finds it cute . Oh yes , wth -.-
& the ulcer just had to make matters worst .
Screw the ulcer , i swear .
Who ever gets 5 freaking ulcer in her mouth at one go ? As if 2 ulcers is not good enough to kill & pissed the MFS
( go figure , ha! ) out of me . TSK ! -inserts rolls eyes-
It is such a hindrance to my daily routine , which includes rinsing & brushing my teeth .
It is such a chore , i tell you !CHEEBONG !
Needless to say , inability to strect my mouth is an understatement .
I've endured for 4 freaking days & i think i should be credited for it .
The pain is extreme , i god damn swear !
See the state i'm in & i bet you wish you weren't in my shoes .
Which 17 years old teenager goes thru such pathetic &f-up growing up changes ?
Who in the whole world , growls , cries , moans , curse , swears every month just because she's a girl ?
& the boyfriend just have to tell me i'm being grouchy! Rahh ! ))):
I'm already very much hopeless okay ! =/
I've suppressed & substituted more than 8 profanities in this entry .
So don't go ard tagging at my board :
Drink more water , it'll helps .
MF Cheebong ! Its only because i've drank so many litres of water in hopes to ease the pain , that my water weight gain is a tad too much .
I dont rant here for nothing right ? Tsk !
& oh it definitely does not please me to see an entry full of angst after a disappearance for close to a week .
& it seems to happen
all the time .
