Thursday, November 15, 2007
Suddenly it all become not funny anymore.
I ended the test with a very heavy heart and stared at my laptop feeling even more miserable that whatever chunk of crap i wrote previously are not at all acceptable.
I know when the results are released, i'm only gonna sink deep into depression.
I have only me, myself & i to blame - there's no one else that's gonna be disapppointed, except myself.
I seriously think its time i take education so much more seriously.
But you can't totally blame me.
Put yourself in my shoe as a year one student in fucked up Republic Polytechnic & tell me the level of interest that's in you towards certain module.
I think only enterprise + culture&aesthetics are appealing.
If not for classmates, the boy & my eagerness to start year 2, i would be giving lessons a miss.
Hoorah to classmates who never fail to crack me up, who explain certain theories to me despite my unwillingness & lazy self.
I so can't wait to get year one over & done with, albeit knowing my sem 2 GPA is gonna suck real bad. So embarassing since i've 3.4 way back in sem one.
I wouldn't want to screw 2007 cause i already did last year.
Back to schoolwork!
Thankyou merv for trying so hard in making me understand today's lesson.
Thankyou dearboy for the talk when i really needed it the most, the comforting hugs & assurance ((:
Muchlove!
