Sunday, March 20, 2011
I have yet to fully utilize my one week break.
Don't wish to start school tomorrow ):
Once again I have lost the drive and motivation to start school on a happy note.
I wish my sec 3s are more proactive & focused.
'nuff said.
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Yesterday I was tortured to maintain a 5 minutes awkward silence because I kept giving -anything uh- as an answer.
Ohmygoodness golly, I wouldn't wanna go through that again.
Somehow last night ended on a bitter note.
I feel as if I am slowly losing you.
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At 230am I received a text that read "Mai are you still awake?"
I only noticed it past 3am but he was already asleep. You have no idea how lousy I felt because Hafiz has never behaved that way.
I knew something was wrong yet I wasn't by my phone when it was really necessary.
Woke up at 930am to an apology text from him instead for he failed to reply to mine.
Who cares about the groggy morning voice, but i could feel his frustration as he poured his heart out.
Hafiz is a really nice guy. I don't understand why the girlfriend is doing this to him albeit his patience and composure.
I hope he seeks a proper closure because today he went for a floorball game amidst a worried mind and an empty stomach.
Not like you'll ever read this, but dear Heedayah, kindly take a step forward and do the right thing - admit your mistake, apologise and fall back into his arms.
